[Whisper888]

This is a shout out to all of you. The ones who check in all the time. How is your week going? Is it good? Bad? Sad? A chance to just express how you are doing. I will get the ball rolling....
It was a hard week. As I've mentioned, I'm getting ready to leave my marriage. Last week I worked 8 ten hour days in 9 days. My husband was on nightshift so I also got the kids ready in the morning and the evening. I was exhausted. My one day off I planned an outing for the family. My husband had hinted that morning that I should join him in the shower. I declined. So he spent the entire day being pouty and grumpy at us all. At the end of the day I had finally had enough..and called him out on it. (He does this all the time, trying to manipulate my feeling to get what he wants) Basically the conversation boiled down to me saying I won't tolerate u being intentionally mean to me. And of course he was soooo sorry....till next time of coarse.
This weekend he had a terrible week. He didn't get the job he interviewed for. He had a vesectamy (oversharing) and was laid up all weekend. And I was there for him. Doing everything, running kids around, being supportive. AND I RESENTED EVERY DAM MINUTE!!!! Isn't that terrible? I'm a kind and compassionate person. Always try to treat people well. And having to be there for the person that was intentionally mean to me the following week left a bitter taste in my mouth.
Im so exhausted. A few more months I tell myself. Just a few more months to get my finances in order. For me and the kids. But some days I want to run out of this house screaming. So that's my week....
What is happening with urs...share. the good the bad the ugly...