To get started I'll begin with.

I eat a few bites.

I wake in the night and eat a snack like granola bar
Then I get back up and eat two more.

I fall asleep while eating them. Then wake up and eat some more of it while I'm in bed. I reach for it without really knowing, it can even be laying beside me or still in my hand. I'll eat more of it then fall asleep again, waking, sleeping, eating.

I wake up with chocolate my face, chest, bed.

It's probally cuz I'm not eating durning the day, but I don't know.

Cuz sometimes I eat durning the day, and eat and eat
or
Just drink sweet tea.

I'm finally off the laxatives and enamans.
Well, I don't do the ever single day like I did for 5 years.

I barely do it if any once a month.

I also can't even sit watch tv or drive without doing stomach inhales and out breathes.......Always doing something

Or do nothing for days not eat, eat I don't know

I was anoerix and bulimc......I never throw up that's icky

I already don't like most foods very very picky

my food can't touch each other on the plate and every bite has to be the perfect bit.

WELL THAT'S SOME........

[darkrunner]

(((((((((((((Starlite))))))))))))))

Disordered eating is indeed a plague...in the personal sense, I mean.

In response to the one thing in your post that seems like a question:

It's probally cuz I'm not eating durning the day, but I don't know.

Most definitely in my experience and from what I have learned in the course of treatment for anorexia, not eating all day does set one up for a lot of snacking/breakout binging at night. Especially craving carbs, which is literally brain food...poor thing in our head just wants fuel and will get it however it can. And also, feeding a starving body a little something can put you right to sleep since your body then wants all the energy for itself, to digest with.

I hope you get help if you want it, or find some kind of peace somehow...you are a struggling person, not a disorder.