[Broken Wings]

I am officially diagnosed with EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified). Lately, though, I've been purging way more than I normally do and for a lot longer than I normally do. I can feel the effects of purging so much physically. I'm also cutting myself for than normal. I just feel like there's nobody there for me. I've been working full time so I don't really have anytime to do anything. But my friends haven't been talking to me because "they're busy." There's nobody to support me. And no I haven't talked to my T about it because she is out of town. I was supposed to schedule an appointment with her supervisor but I didn't want to. I am usually aloud to call her but no when she's out. She's supposed to call me to make an appointment with me when she got back but I think she got back on Friday. To top it all off my dad came to visit and all he does is yell at my mom for not eating the right foods. Also, my aunt is in the hospital for something that could kill her and my uncle hung himself a few days before Christmas. So

[Astridetal]

Well,you have a lot on your plate these days. Sorry to hear that. As for your doubts re your diagnosis, the pruging and cutting, if I were you I'd discuss this at my next appointment with T. You can call her on Monday to schedule an appt, if she hasn't called you then.

[crossfire]

I am sorry things are not so well,just remember they always will get better,sending you lots of hugs and wishes for things to get better really soon.

[DePressMe]

Broken Wings, I agree with Astridetal---you do have a lot on your plate right now. Maybe that is part of why your purging and cutting more than normal. You must be anxious about your life circumstances right now. But, please try to remember how dangerous it is to purge. I don't have any magical answers for you but I am concerned about your health. Please do whatever it takes to try and get these behaviors under control. I'm sending you positive thoughts.