[blackdragon]

today im actually feeling good mood wise. but physically i feel like the blimp. I look so huge right now even my mom looks thin compared to me and let me tell ya she weighs more than me. Ugh i had ate two doughnuts a half a cup of grape juice and 30 cals of pop, and just went out to eat with my friend heidi who knows i got a ED and binged out on a bunch of stuff. which cant be good for ya. I just want to well u can guess at that.

I hate the first of the month. Im still waiting for the terrible back pain to start like last month. Hope it doesnt start i cant afford to miss work.

ugh this is the blimp signing out.

[SleepsWithButterFlies]

Hi..I do not know what an ED feels like so I am very sorry I cannot be of much help but I think maybe you know on some level you are not fat but feel it..so maybe keep the intellectual part of you in the forefront and not aloow the feeling side to tell you too much...esp this time of month

HUGS

[bipolar_bear]

Please stop beating yourself up over this. It is hard that time of the month especially when you get bloated and feel worse. Everyone slips at times. Don't dwell on it if you can.