[serenity24]

Am I just sitting on a pink cloud rihgt now? I had something interesting happen to me. I went away to treatmant in feband was due to get out the second week of may and i fought it the wohle time. i was honest in treatmentthe entire stay that iawasnt sure i was ready to give up ED or my symptoms. ED was comfortable. Im a grown adult but ive had this stupied disease since i was a young child. Theeres nothing else i know better or am more comfortable with. I even used my symptoms in treatment.

Heres the weird part...4 days before i was ready to go home i was walking to perogram...i was stepped down to partial...and i was struck by a car doing 40 mph. i was dead at the scene but the girl who hit me knew cpr and a passer by did to and they got my airway ipened and my heart strarted till the paramedics got their i haddied and then i was alive. Im now in a wheel chair for the nex few months, had a brain hemmoragege and have 6 compound fractures and had compartment stndrome in my leg.

Todays ED isnt so important nor are my symptoms. i really dont even care about numbers or what fits me any more bc of the giant brace on my leg. Agsin i ask is this a pink cloud or is is because i was dead and now life is just that much more important to me

Righ after the accident i made bade jokes like maybe the girl hit me hard enough she knocked the ED out of me etc but right now im floating along. Truely Im just soooo greatful i have my life...my wounds will eventually heal and i hope my thought process is one of them.