[serenity24]

As I stated in my last post i was in a really bad accident...hit as a Pededtrian at 40 mpn my a motor vehicle....and now im living with my parents till i recover. im grateful and all but my mom has become a controllling schrew over everything i take, from food to meds etc. I can understannd part of her concern bc i spent almost 3 months in ED treatment gaining wt and now ive lost a bunch and am below my goal wt since the car accident. Now shes completley freaked.

As i said in my last post im not so concerned about the ED anymore since the accident, its just not as important....my wt is going to be what it it is while im mending. ive had a mind altering process since i died in the accident and was resuccitated. and anorexia just doesnt rule my life like it did.

Shes controlling everything and i want to scream. Im 37 and have been taking meds since forever as p[erscribed and she holds on to them like the federal reserve.

I dodnt know how to do this im going to be stuck here for 3 months and this food thing is going to get old i know what a portins size is and she feeding me 2 times tht and getting pissed if im unwilling to eat it bc of my wt. im totallly loosing it.

Sorry this is a long a rmabeling post but i had to vent before i said something to some one i regretted.

[Elli-Beth]

That would be totally frustrating! I can see why you would need to vent!

[Porcelain_doll_2004]

I wish I has a solution for you. But please feel free to keep posting and venting.

[Vossie42]

Ah, this brings back memories of when I was an invalid at my parents' house at age 28. I had gotten mono really, really bad. Long story short, I was so sick that I had to move back home to convalesce at my parents' home. They accused me of not actually having mono but of being lazy, worthless, etc. They would follow me to the bathroom to see if I would make myself vomit. Anytime I ate dessert or a snack, they would look at me accusingly and say "You aren't going to throw that up, are you?" Another long story short, my parents tore me apart when I really needed their support. They completely invalidated me. I started believing what they said since I heard it day in and day out for nearly a year. Had I known then what I know now, I would have stuck to what I knew to be true: I was sick with a virus. I am a worthy person. I'm a human being, not a human doing. I will recover from this illness sooner or later though probably not on my parents' timetable. I would have regarded their words as blah-blah-blah. I wouldn't try to change their minds since they obviously did not want to hear my side (and never have). Anyway, I feel your pain. And remember, you will leave her house and not have to put up with her anymore. And logon here to vent!