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ShaggyChic_1201 · May 28, 2016 at 10:27 PM

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Originally Posted by buttrfli42481

I saw my dietitian on Tuesday and she told me that the weight I am right now is where I was 2 years ago, and it is a good, healthy weight. I can't believe it! I feel great most of the time. She also told me that there is still room to grow. Today I tried on my summer shorts and had about 4 pair that don't fit. I got rid of them. Shorts that were too big last year fit perfectly now. This is also the first time in 2 years that I have had a "cushion", where if I were to lose a little weight it would not put me in the danger zone.

SO HAPPY FOR YOU. And honestly, I was just thinking of you! I was thinking how much I miss the camaraderie of this board. I do well for a while, then slide and cannot talk to anyone IRL. But this board has been so quiet that I don't want to post and get no response. That would be awful.

Ghost5 · May 30, 2016 at 08:56 AM

Sigh, I just can't stop restricting. I feel I'm letting my psychologist and dietician down. They're going to go through me when I see them again. I'm just so anxious and depressed I need the restriction to give me some sort of happiness.

eskielover · May 30, 2016 at 02:53 PM

That is such good news buttrfli. It is related to the stress going on in your life also. I have been at a safe weight for a few years now & it does feel good. I was eating a bunch too much junk food I quit eating & that weight is going away....that was good to know it wasn't stuck there & summer always is more active with all the farm work & activities. Feels good to feel good & be healthy. Went to a health fair at our little towns hospital. Blood work great except white count a little low....amazing with all the bad stuff I've done to my body with anorexia & OD's trying to end my life in the 90's that I could be this healthy now....even bone density is good.

tifferific · Jun 02, 2016 at 02:24 PM

Please help

LucyD · Jun 02, 2016 at 02:31 PM

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Please help

How? What's wrong?

tifferific · Jun 02, 2016 at 02:34 PM

I'm relapsing..and I cant get help...

eskielover · Jun 02, 2016 at 03:24 PM

What has triggered your relaps?

LucyD · Jun 02, 2016 at 03:27 PM

These things happen sometimes tifferific. Try not to be hard on yourself. Do you know the things you need to do to get you back on track? Tomorrow can be a new beginning for you. Relapse happens to the best of us. Try and do something good for yourself.

tifferific · Jun 03, 2016 at 07:38 AM

My relapse...is caused by my lack of no choice in not being able to work in a year. I have no value.

Bill3 · Jun 03, 2016 at 08:07 AM

(((((tifferific)))))

tifferific · Jun 03, 2016 at 08:34 AM

I don't know how to give hugs back. But I eould.
I love making other people feel better.
That was what my job was. I work with hospice patients.
Imagine loosing that.

Jun 03, 2016 at 02:55 PM

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Originally Posted by tifferific

My relapse...is caused by my lack of no choice in not being able to work in a year. I have no value.

(((((hugs)))))

Bill3 · Jun 03, 2016 at 08:12 PM

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Imagine loosing that.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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I don't know how to give hugs back. But I eould.
I love making other people feel better.

(((((tifferific)))))

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Ghost5 Member Member Since Mar 2013 Posts: 81 11	May 30, 2016 at 08:56 AM #1002 Sigh, I just can't stop restricting. I feel I'm letting my psychologist and dietician down. They're going to go through me when I see them again. I'm just so anxious and depressed I need the restriction to give me some sort of happiness.
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tifferific Veteran Member Member Since Jun 2008 Location: way up north Posts: 569 15 7 hugs given	Jun 02, 2016 at 02:24 PM #1004 Please help
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tifferific Veteran Member Member Since Jun 2008 Location: way up north Posts: 569 15 7 hugs given	Jun 02, 2016 at 02:34 PM #1006 I'm relapsing..and I cant get help...
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eskielover Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2004 Location: Kentucky, USA Posts: 24,815 (SuperPoster!) 19 14.7k hugs given	Jun 02, 2016 at 03:24 PM #1007 What has triggered your relaps? __________________ Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this. Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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LucyD Grand Poohbah Member Since Apr 2015 Location: USA Posts: 1,818 9 1,667 hugs given	Jun 02, 2016 at 03:27 PM #1008 These things happen sometimes tifferific. Try not to be hard on yourself. Do you know the things you need to do to get you back on track? Tomorrow can be a new beginning for you. Relapse happens to the best of us. Try and do something good for yourself.
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tifferific Veteran Member Member Since Jun 2008 Location: way up north Posts: 569 15 7 hugs given	Jun 03, 2016 at 07:38 AM #1009 My relapse...is caused by my lack of no choice in not being able to work in a year. I have no value.
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,926 15 24.1k hugs given	Jun 03, 2016 at 08:07 AM #1010 (((((tifferific)))))
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tifferific Veteran Member Member Since Jun 2008 Location: way up north Posts: 569 15 7 hugs given	Jun 03, 2016 at 08:34 AM #1011 I don't know how to give hugs back. But I eould. I love making other people feel better. That was what my job was. I work with hospice patients. Imagine loosing that.
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