[Norahs]

I am now eating again. I just realized that my 80 pounds wasent healthy and that I am skinny. The reason is that I was having mood swings and I was acting strange and crap. I just think its over... I hope beacuse I will never go back unless I get really fat like I probally will. I just cant belive what anorexia has put on me. I can hardly breath beacuse I run about 50 feet. I cant carry my backpack up stairs and I lost some of my friends. My arm looks like a bread stick and I hate it. Well I still think I have an anorexic mind beacuse I am having thoughts about skipping meals but I always make myself eat. My stomach dosent feel as bad as it felt a while ago. And I finnaly can eat at my favorite restraunt. Please post your respone if you have any.

[darkeyes]

Wow, since your first post in ED, a few weeks ago, you have been able to just recover from ED?
That's amazing. Usually takes people with ED, a lot longer than a month to recover or get on the road to recovery.
Took me a few years, as well as it takes other people, too.
Take care,
DE

[Cyan]

Hi Luke,

I am glad to hear you are eating again and you see yourself as too thin. I think it is wonderful that you are not going to have to struggle with this thing any longer. I wish you the best in your recovery.

I would suggest you journal how you are feeling now so if the old thoughts come back you have a place to go and see what is true.

Cyan

yea I too say you are amazing for recovering so fast from an eating disorder like anerexia I have been actively working to keep my eating disorder in control for about 14-20 years. and have slipped off track many times in the process.

[veritymoon]

wish i could have recovered so quick its taken years for me to get my ed under control and to a healthy weight.

well done is all i can say

[dcs_no1_fan]

Well done for finally seeing that you are not fat I still don't see my self as thin & even though I have started to eat but very little I still eat diet food all the time & I only started to eat as I had my son in hospital a couple of weeks ago & it really worried me as I didn't know what was wrong with him so I ate to keep my strength up for him. I know that you are only young but if you have a bad day & can't eat for yourself do it for those who you really love & who love you even if its a small meal

Take Care

keep us up todate with how things are going & remeber if you need some help then please post

[domino]

Really glad your getting better Lukey! Good for you Lukey!