[Fishymoon]

I am
H hungry, but I've eaten
A anxious and angry, fear filled
L lazy and lonely, in a room with loved ones but feel in a different realm
T tired, very tired and sad and needing sleep oblivion

The world screams at me as if on fire, raging at puny humans. Alien reptiles destroy all good. Warlords jockey for position on a giant chess board where humans don't even register as dust. Screams feed the evil. Die silently. Cry no tears for the fortunate dead.

They are coming!
Abandon all hope.

And ruled by overeaten compulsions since innocence enlightened me via rape and disease took my soul. The patsy and pasty shell hungers. For more food because to run from destiny is futile, resistance frozen by neurons plagued by pharmaceuticals which keep the anger from exploding. Docile by impotent imprisonment in a human body, diseased, violated, compelled to feed and never be free.

Hunger tempts. Hunger teases. Hunger seduces. Taste buds desire more like a masochist. Gods abandoned us. Angels try to keep us sane.

How can double binded slaves fight when their own hearts have been corrupted? Duality divides us against us because the "them" wear disguises.

Frozen participants in death, vileness, and evil are both rapists and raped. Still the craving for food beats the **** out of freedom because the aliens fatten their food bag humans.

Fattened to be fed upon.

Breed, fatten, abuse, subjugate, and feed.

We eat because we are compelled by manipulation of overseers we do not even know or believe exist.

[bluekoi]

Fishymoon, Thanks for sharing!