[Ashley0000]

ok, I was diagnosed with Anorexia at age 12 by my doctor, i what you could say "relatively recovered, until recently-I've lost 15 pounds since December- I was 125 and now weigh 110, 125 may sound very heavy but as an extreme athlete i had tons of muscle so it all went away. I don't think i was doing it conciously but i wanted to weigh less for my meets so i'd run faster. and everytime i eat i feel guilty-it makes me want to cut myself cuz i feel like a bad person for eating what i did. I could never purge but still i feel so gross after i eat sometimes unless its a salad or a chicken sandwich that is low in fat. Is it coming back?? HELP! My DR isn't concerned but my coach is....need some advice....