Susyq is waiting for her puppy....

Am restricting and not sleeping due to a problem involving my son.. I posted here but it disappeared... sadness prevails...

Mom's sometimes need to be Dad's for their son's.. even if they do not want to be Dad's... tis the way of the long term single parent with no family...

Am having a severe bout with IBS,, that felt like a heart attack - the pain so severe.. so have been up and had to have it checked to determine which it was..the pain felt like a heart attack.

I did go to the T today....

Got son into my T as an independent patient - our therapies are not connect.. my son, loves a girl that cheated on him.. and he does not handle his anger and pain well..though even after the baby(the other mans), he is still with her.

Having my son direct his anger at me... was too much.. so hence the T...

I am very sick, very tired, and very, very sad.. I just want someone to hold my hand. I want to not to have to be strong one all the time... but God does not want that for me.

SusyQ has been told that she needs to wait for the puppy until our son is ok... it is perhaps the reason for the prevailing sadness that is the thread going thru our system.

I am now paying financially for two peoples T... lol, no money for food.. no problem...

I could disapper off of the face of the earth and who would notice?

I could disapper off of the face of the earth and who would notice?

Me. I would notice.

[lil_bit]

Me as well. We would all notice, we all care. Hang in there fw...time has a way of mending things. Stay strong...