[Sarmas]

I saw my T today and first thing she brought up was how my eating was going. I told her that I was struggling and not hungry at times. I didn't say that it was because I'm taking an appetite suppressant. I woke up today full and nauseous and I told her that. Then I realized after I left that I took an appetite suppressant at 10pm last night. I'm not sure if that has anything to do with it. She encouraged me to see the nutritionist that I was seeing beforehand but I already have an appt with someone on Monday for weight loss. this person that I'm seeing on Monday I don't think she's licensed but she's had lots of success with people and their weight loss.
I know someone who personally list 13lbs in a month. She's not hungry at all and she's actually sticking to it. She referred me to this person. I didn't tell my T that. I told her that I would think about seeing the nutritionist again. I feel heavy and I look heavy to me. I'm not light at all. I'm probably pushing 160lb now so I don't see why I would need a nutritionist instead of a weight loss guru. Maybe I'm not seeing something right. I don't like bothering my T with it because this is something we've been battling and I don't want her to feel like it's monotonous. I wanted to just deal with it on my own.