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Im going on my 4th week of not B&P. That great. Sorta. But Ihave been eating allot of foods I shouldn't. I feel like I'm gaining weight. I'm not sure if its even better that im not purging if Im still eating allot more. I'm just discouraged by my weight gain.
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Didn't quite reach my fouth week.
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#3
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I'm so sorry to hear that!
But every day is a new start .... just hung in there and don't give up. gab
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My bulimia is getting out of control. I almost went 4 weeks without purging and now I am purging 3 times a day. I feel so out of control and depressed! My therapist just got back in town. We play phone tag, but I feel so hopeless with that relationship because I know Im leaving for school soon. I also know I can barely afford it. I feel so sad. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I stopped taking my depression meds for two days but I doubt it could take effect that quickly. Maybe its just pms.
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#5
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PLEASE call United Way for a referral with a T on the sliding scale. They'll tell you who is available close to where you're going.
Also, going out of your meds may not be helping. Sweetie, we care a whole lot more than you know and we want you to be ok. gab
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awwwwwww.. you made me cry. Thanks so much for being so caring and listening, Gab!!!
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#7
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So how have you been?
gab
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#8
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Things are getting more under control. I saw my therapist for the first time in three weeks yesterday. She was amazed at some of the conversations that I had with my mom. She sort of apoligized for letting us get into some sensative areas right before she left. I got allot out. I could talk to her for hours I think. One things she tells me is that I dont emotions and that I put them somewhere. I don't really get that. How does one put emotions somewhere? What does that mean?
I pray allot that God helps me heal through this. That he will help me find the emotions, the anger, sadness, ect and work through it so I can get better. Thanks for checkin up on me ![]() |
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I know what she means about the emotions, is a defense mechanism.
But don't worry too much about it. I think I reply to another of your posts that something I do is watch a movie that is a true story, most of them are very emotional and I let the tears roll. It is easies to cry about something that has nothing to do with me. gab
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