Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2

Deilla · 03-27-2021, 02:10 PM

I've been doing well.

raging vortex · 03-28-2021, 02:16 PM

I am struggling with really massive bags of chips and eating them in 1 go

I don't seem to buy the little ones anymore

and I'm hungry... my roast duck wasn't great

Mountaindewed · 04-01-2021, 06:46 PM

I still claim I don’t have an eating disorder despite other peoples opinions. I do think their is some disordered eating and obsessive behavior going on but I’m working them. I did up my calories so I can continue to lose but so I’m not restricting. I’ve also been eating a lot of healthy foods. I still like Doritos and soda. But I’ve been eating those in moderation.

I finally realized Wednesday’s and Thursdays are tough days for me. I think it’s injection related. But with the upping in my calories I can eat more and still lose. I did good all this week.

Deilla · 04-02-2021, 10:35 PM

I've been stress eating tonight.

raging vortex · 04-04-2021, 09:38 AM

I am feeling stuffed.

I have only eaten 1 easter egg, but it was a big egg and a tasty egg.

and I'm still waiting for dinner too. having lamb

Deilla · 04-06-2021, 04:02 AM

I did a little stress eating, but it wasn't too bad.

ReveuseTroublee · 04-06-2021, 06:56 AM

I had a piece of cake and I don't know how many calories are in it but I am still under my self-set unhealthy low limit. I am scared and I hate myself.

Deilla · 04-07-2021, 10:46 PM

I did fairly well today.

ReveuseTroublee · 04-08-2021, 03:37 AM

I love feeling faint and weak. I am such a failure and I need to punish myself. I hate it to feel physically strong. I always get told how strong I am mentally, I mean interesting I don't feel like it. I am so bad at coping... Anyways I feel ****** physically but I mean I know why that is... It is all my fault All my fault I am struggling. It is my fault I have mental health issues. Nobody hurt me that bad, I am just a self-harmer so I need to harm myself all the time. This is just a subtle way...
I feel so dissociated too and I like it sometimes I have to admit. I hate my life because I can never live the way I want to. My anxiety got so bad it literally confines me at home. I try to break out but it is always hard - and even before my avoidance it was bad. I exposed myself everyday yet nothing helped. I feel condemned to live like this forever.

Deilla · 04-10-2021, 12:43 PM

I had a couple of bad days.

03-27-2021, 02:10 PM	#1091
Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Deilla is level ???! Member Since: Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 23,707 (SuperPoster!) 42.5k hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I've been doing well. __________________ “If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.” — Mary Engelbreit When you change the way you look at the world, the world changes. My Personal Blog - The Empowered Finger Writes
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03-28-2021, 02:16 PM	#1092
raging vortex Cyclonic!. Community Liaison raging vortex has no updates. Member Since: Aug 2012 Location: the asylum Posts: 32,827 (SuperPoster!) 3,122 hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I am struggling with really massive bags of chips and eating them in 1 go I don't seem to buy the little ones anymore and I'm hungry... my roast duck wasn't great
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04-01-2021, 06:46 PM	#1093
Mountaindewed Account Suspended Mountaindewed Things suck right now Member Since: Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 20,290 (SuperPoster!) 3,499 hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I still claim I don’t have an eating disorder despite other peoples opinions. I do think their is some disordered eating and obsessive behavior going on but I’m working them. I did up my calories so I can continue to lose but so I’m not restricting. I’ve also been eating a lot of healthy foods. I still like Doritos and soda. But I’ve been eating those in moderation. I finally realized Wednesday’s and Thursdays are tough days for me. I think it’s injection related. But with the upping in my calories I can eat more and still lose. I did good all this week.
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04-02-2021, 10:35 PM	#1094
Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Deilla is level ???! Member Since: Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 23,707 (SuperPoster!) 42.5k hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I've been stress eating tonight. __________________ “If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.” — Mary Engelbreit When you change the way you look at the world, the world changes. My Personal Blog - The Empowered Finger Writes
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04-04-2021, 09:38 AM	#1095
raging vortex Cyclonic!. Community Liaison raging vortex has no updates. Member Since: Aug 2012 Location: the asylum Posts: 32,827 (SuperPoster!) 3,122 hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I am feeling stuffed. I have only eaten 1 easter egg, but it was a big egg and a tasty egg. and I'm still waiting for dinner too. having lamb
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04-06-2021, 04:02 AM	#1096
Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Deilla is level ???! Member Since: Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 23,707 (SuperPoster!) 42.5k hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I did a little stress eating, but it wasn't too bad. __________________ “If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.” — Mary Engelbreit When you change the way you look at the world, the world changes. My Personal Blog - The Empowered Finger Writes
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04-06-2021, 06:56 AM	#1097
ReveuseTroublee Member ReveuseTroublee has no updates. Member Since: Jan 2021 Location: France Posts: 86 47 hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I had a piece of cake and I don't know how many calories are in it but I am still under my self-set unhealthy low limit. I am scared and I hate myself.
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04-07-2021, 10:46 PM	#1098
Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Deilla is level ???! Member Since: Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 23,707 (SuperPoster!) 42.5k hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I did fairly well today. __________________ “If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.” — Mary Engelbreit When you change the way you look at the world, the world changes. My Personal Blog - The Empowered Finger Writes
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04-08-2021, 03:37 AM	#1099
ReveuseTroublee Member ReveuseTroublee has no updates. Member Since: Jan 2021 Location: France Posts: 86 47 hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I love feeling faint and weak. I am such a failure and I need to punish myself. I hate it to feel physically strong. I always get told how strong I am mentally, I mean interesting I don't feel like it. I am so bad at coping... Anyways I feel ****** physically but I mean I know why that is... It is all my fault All my fault I am struggling. It is my fault I have mental health issues. Nobody hurt me that bad, I am just a self-harmer so I need to harm myself all the time. This is just a subtle way... I feel so dissociated too and I like it sometimes I have to admit. I hate my life because I can never live the way I want to. My anxiety got so bad it literally confines me at home. I try to break out but it is always hard - and even before my avoidance it was bad. I exposed myself everyday yet nothing helped. I feel condemned to live like this forever.
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04-10-2021, 12:43 PM	#1100
Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Deilla is level ???! Member Since: Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 23,707 (SuperPoster!) 42.5k hugs given	Re: Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #2 I had a couple of bad days. __________________ “If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.” — Mary Engelbreit When you change the way you look at the world, the world changes. My Personal Blog - The Empowered Finger Writes
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