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#881
I got annoyed with myself today
my computer chair ran over a bag of chips- and the bag burst and they went all over the floor. ugg!. spent a while picking them all up and throwing them away (ashame, seems a waste) eaten quite a few cookies today and chips but did eat all my main meal too and I am full now I wouldn't have been though if it wasn't for the snacks |
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#882
Have been not eating enough and my sugar has been getting low lately
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#883
sausages again for dinner.
I have not eaten any snacks so far today.... |
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#885
I feel like I’m doing recovery wrong. My mom says I eat too much (objectively) and says I should be more considerate and caring as this life isn’t just about me. She said if I thought about her more, the ED would go away. I feel like a selfish, fat f**k... I tried telling her that it’s in my plan to eat 3 meals a day but apparently my food choices and portions are bad and too much... I’m always in binge mode and I haven’t been able to bp in a long while so maybe subconsciously I eat a lot as if I’m binging so I could purge? Idk. I feel like I’m doing this wrong. I should know how to control myself by now...
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#886
eating too many chips again.
ate mcdonalds yesterday which was nice, then ate chips (which I didn't need, but ate anyway) and ate chips and cookies today. for dinner I am going to be having burgers |
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#888
I just had a lot of cookies this afternoon and my dinner (well not all of it, only some)
feeling full |
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#890
I barely touched my roast chicken last night
here's what I don't quite get: I don't ever eat my chicken on sundays, (even if my stomach is empty), yet on sunday I still make roast chicken. I guess it's childhood tradition and it would feel wrong to break it.. oh well: hopefully I'll eat a bit more tonight |
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Still having issues with restriction...
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#892
did not enjoy my dinner (ribbs)
so just lots of cookies |
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#894
another day of eating cookies.
and another day where my meal didn't fill me up ugg |
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#895
eaten too much again
made myself sick and still ****ing ate chips. what's wrong with me (apart from having no life experience.) |
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#896
I am having takeout today- fish and fries
opted for the smaller portion of fries. but not because I want to, it's because the big fries are too big far too big |
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#897
I overeat to compensate what is lacking in my life. Since 7-11-2020, I had lost 20 pounds. However, in this past week, I gained back 6 pounds. I accomplished that eating candy and eating bigger portions than I had been.
I have been experimenting with new flavors, like curries. So far, so good! The are delicious and I am trying to better my rice making skills. It's an art and I had no idea! I also bought a wok, but haven't used it yet. Today, I don't feel as needy as I have, so I am hopeful to get back on track and resume my better eating habits. So, today, I will work on my emotions to face and accept them for what they are and how I feel about them. __________________ "Love you. Take care of you. Be true to you. You are the only you, you will ever know the best. Reach for YOUR stars. You can reach them better than anyone else ever can." Landon Clary Eason Grateful Sobriety Fangirl Since 11-16-2007 Happy Sober Crafter |
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#899
I am having roast chicken today (which I hate)
makes you wonder why I do it, but it's tradition- like I've said before, I've had it for as long as I can remember. sooooo I'd feel bad for breaking tradition, but it does mean I'll probably eat other stuff (either before or after the meal) and I have loads of stuff. I freely admit that. too much, almost |
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#900
I am almost regretting my choice to eat buffet food tomorrow
someone said to me today " it's a big meal" and it is. it's huge |
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