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Grand Magnate
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#161
Ran quite far today, even for me. Organized 2 clothes drawers. Appetite OK, not great, not sure why. Need to work on dinner.
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Grand Magnate
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#162
Ugh. Today is one of those days when meals just come on too often. Starting dinner now, not too hungry. This is the part that sucks about being a mom & having a family. Meals, meals, meals. Days like today I get sick of it, especially when I don't have much appetite.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#163
Overate but not as bad as I would have expected given all these Thanksgiving leftovers.
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#164
Thanks, I ate more food later. White bread with peanut butter. I felt better after eating that! Then I did my 1 run. Yay! Now I'm gonna jumprope. Have a great night LucyD
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#165
I like peanut butter, too. Have you ever had the multiple nut butter? Trader Joe's has some they sell on amazon that is really good imo. My only problem with it is that I want to binge on it at times.
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#166
I've done much better than usual today.
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#167
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#168
Isn't it odd that the past few days during the holiday have been my best in a long time in terms dealing with my bulimia? Strange but I'm happy about it of course
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#169
No, never heard of it. My OH buys PB. I would never buy it, I don't even care for it much. But I will eat a tablespoon of it for protein & fat. And I try to avoid our white bread so I'm not a PB Lover
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#170
If I could, I'd eat nothing today. But I plan on exercising like usual. I just hiked my dog on his leash. It's 1 pm. Been cleaning, too. I always clean while fasting. I get alot done!
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Grand Magnate
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#171
Here today. Realized I messed up my pillbox today and may have all week (refill on Sundays). Didn't run when I realized my balance was totally off and that I probably shouldn't even go walking. Slept most of the morning because of taking a night med in the morning. I feel so guilty for not exercising. EDs suck.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#173
Went to a party tonight and had a lot to eat. Not going to measure my glucose level tonight and I hope I can avoid the scale for awhile; too depressing. I am just a few pounds from one of my goals but tonight I know that I've gone up so I hope to avoid the scale and thus avoid more depression. Maybe I should just toss the scale altogether; don't think I haven't thought of that!
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#174
I had a serious insight today.
None of my friends weights matter to me. I don't even think about their weights. Wether they lose or gain it wouldn't make a difference to me in seeing them as people, and they'd still be the same, my friends. People with unique personalities. So I guess nobody really sees me as disgusting like I tend to feel about myself. I should treat myself like I would treat others. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#175
Had a horrible afternoon. Spent all of it depressed and crying, not food related. Not going into it here (already did that on the bipolar forum) except to say it pretty much killed my appetite.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#176
So sorry you had a bad afternoon. I hope there will be better times ahead for you BBB.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Grand Magnate
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#177
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I guess I'm a lit better today, still down though. Ran but not as far as usual, ED voices not happy about that. Need to shower, make lunch. Meals come around too often. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#178
Yesterday I had painful stomach bloat. Leery of consuming food today. I am trying to figure out which food is causing these stomach issues for me. I hate food...
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Grand Magnate
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#179
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Food causing stomach issues is tough. Are you drinking enough water? Do you drink a lot of coffee or soda? Some days, the coffee gets me even though it is the amount I normally drink. I have some foods I cannot do any more like pizza and not much fried food. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#180
Please don't let other people's stupidity make you feel worthless in any way. You are a valuable person. I know it's easier said than done. I think you are a good person and good mom!
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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