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Old 07-17-2021, 04:31 AM   #201
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Old 07-18-2021, 12:26 PM   #202
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If I were still at my last place, Iíd probably either be put IP, sent to IOP, or be switched over to a therapist who specializes in EDs. Itís tough to know just how much info to give to people so that your not sent to the hospital or not labeled an attention seeker either. But it took a long time to tell one of my Tís about my eating issues and that was back in summer of 2019. Then she just kinda went from there until in her opinion it got out of control in November 2020.
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no stomach ache yesterday but food still wasn't enough

was very hungry after and actually was going to have some pepermints.

ultimately I forgot about them though (I was doing something on the computer), but it does explain why I am still hungry now
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My mom made burgers last night and I wasnít going to eat one and then she offered to make me a turkey burger and I said yeah just so sheíd leave me alone. She mentioned our eating habits to my sister when she was over yesterday and she said she doesnít cook because we are always on our own by choice. She told my sister that I donít eat much of anything. Itís just a combination of the med switch and choice. I get hungry but I can control it by med manipulation. I should Google what that actually means. I was only told once by a therapist that I do it and I just took after it after that and am calling my behavior that.
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the ribbs I had this evening barely even touched my hunger

I am so hungry..
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I ate well today and I even went out to eat. I picked healthy stuff.
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ate junkfood yesterday

chocolate, chips and candy.. the big 3
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This morning I had 3 non diet drinks and nothing to eat. But for lunch I got an extra roast beef extra tomato zero mayonnaise unwich from Jimmy Johns for lunch. I had Goldfish just now. For dinner Iíll have my usual ramen. Iím still pretty low but what I ate was decent. Maybe Iíll throw in some Quest protein peanut butter cups and get to an acceptable amount. But even with the protein cups it isnít great.
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I feel greatful I was able to eat anything today

bad stomach ache..
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I've been fine with my eating.
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I ate Goldfish for breakfast. Then I had Cheerios for lunch because Iím worried about my cholesterol. I had a pack of Quest protein peanut butter cups for a snack. I ordered a burger from Applebeeís that was wrapped in lettuce instead of a bun. But it didnít come wrapped in the lettuce it was just like the burger and 2 small pieces of lettuce that didnít fit on the burger. So I ate them both separately. I tried eating the fries but my body said ďnot today satan.Ē I ate less then half of the small container. Then I needed a zofran right after because of a stomach ache. I had a couple zero sugar sodas and a couple big glasses of diet sweet tea today. Iím trying to drink a lot of water right now.
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My body canít seem to tell the difference between hunger and anxiety anymore. But at least Iím not nauseated today. I just ate some oatmeal and I feel better so I guess it was just my hunger. My microwave is broken and I hate using the stove because Iím worried Iíll cause a gas explosion or a fire. All I have is ramen and oatmeal that I always make in the microwave. I think I only used the oven once but I donít have any frozen foods anyways.

My family came over and they didnít say much to me. I donít think they quite know how to respond to whatís been going on. My mom tells them everything.
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I had a frozen banana with some peanut butter for breakfast and some tortilla chips with a little cheddar cheese and salsa for lunch. Probably not the best thing to have but at least my portions are smaller these days. I used my rowing machine today for the first time in months, and it felt really good, actually Daily Check In Thread for those with an eating disorder of any kind #3

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These last couple days Iíve been exhausted during the day but not necessarily sleeping well at night. But I havenít had much energy to eat and Iím not craving anything either. Iím kind of just eating to live at this point. My storage rack mainly has oatmeal and ramen on it. But since the microwave will be broken until Thursday or Friday and Iím scared of the stove and my mom gets pissed when I ask her to help me, Iíve just been going long hours without eating anything.
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I am all ready back to bad, less than average meals

yesterday was a great example.. spent the night hungry- even though I did eat candy and chocolate
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I had 3 servings of Goldfish today. Which is kind of unusual. I mean I had room for them but I normally just have one serving a day. Thats not very good that Iím adding in more servings of Goldfish but eating less of other things. It means that Goldfish are really becoming a main safety food. Then I had a measured out cup of Honey Nut Cheerios. I got an unwhich for a late lunch. Then I had a pack of protein peanut butter cups for a snack. Now Iím not sure what Iíll be eating for dinner. With the microwave still being broken until at least Thursday but possibly longer itís been tough figuring out meals since I mainly eat ramen or oatmeal for dinner that I fix in the microwave. Last night my mom helped me with the ramen but I donít want to ask her again. Maybe Iíll just have some dry special K cereal for dinner. Iím not hungry but I donít want to be hungry so I have to stay ahead of it.

I do eat the same 4-5 things all the time but I think thatís more of an autism thing then an ED thing?
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I had 3 servings of Goldfish today. Which is kind of unusual. I mean I had room for them but I normally just have one serving a day. Thats not very good that Iím adding in more servings of Goldfish but eating less of other things. It means that Goldfish are really becoming a main safety food. Then I had a measured out cup of Honey Nut Cheerios. I got an unwhich for a late lunch. Then I had a pack of protein peanut butter cups for a snack. Now Iím not sure what Iíll be eating for dinner. With the microwave still being broken until at least Thursday but possibly longer itís been tough figuring out meals since I mainly eat ramen or oatmeal for dinner that I fix in the microwave. Last night my mom helped me with the ramen but I donít want to ask her again. Maybe Iíll just have some dry special K cereal for dinner. Iím not hungry but I donít want to be hungry so I have to stay ahead of it.

I do eat the same 4-5 things all the time but I think thatís more of an autism thing then an ED thing?


...... goldfish?

you need to fill me in here. apart from the little things that swim around in tanks (I used to have some!), I don't know what they are.
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