[Mountaindewed]

My therapist told me that people with eating disorders are just not hungry and that’s like part of the hormone part of it. I thought people with eating disorders were always hungry but were just ignoring it. I mean I’m not hungry 6 out of 7 days of the week but I just thought I was legit not hungry because meds were helping me not be hungry or something. I didn’t think that it was the disorder controlling things.

A lot of the food and weight loss talk she said didn’t really go with what I’ve always believed.

didn't do too well yesterday plenty of junkfood, not enough proper food

[Deilla]

I ate early this morning and now I'm craving soup. I am stressed and want food to comfort me.

I ate mcdonalds today.

feeling rather full since I ate biscuits earlier too

deffenetly a lot of cookies today

clearly I'm struggling, was feeling sick and just continued eating. not even time for dinner yet

[Deilla]

I fasted for 8 hours today. I have a strange sleeping pattern. So normally I don't sleep 8 hours. I just skipped breakfast and waited until lunch to eat.

i'm maintaining my weight, still confused about how much i should be eating. I'm having distorted thoughts about my size.

[Deilla]

I plan to cook healthy meals today and eat mindfully.

Originally Posted by Deilla

I fasted for 8 hours today. I have a strange sleeping pattern. So normally I don't sleep 8 hours. I just skipped breakfast and waited until lunch to eat.

8 hours is a lot, I hope you're okay!

I didn't get through all my dinner yesterday, today I've e eaten cookies and squares, but still hungry. about an hour or so until dinner. I'm having roast duck..

i ordered out and am worried i will have gained weight eating it.

logically i cannot have eaten that many calories. nothing over 3000 which is manageable. but restaurants put all sorts of salt and fat and idk what i wll do if i gained permanent weight.

filled up on the duck then promptly ate a late snack which I didn't need. ate because it was their.

[Deilla]

I have been doing well. I'm less stressed these days.

[Deilla]

I've been eating a lot tonight. I think it's because I'm having a hard time sleeping. I just ate something and now I want more. I might make a smoothie. Perhaps that will satisfy me.

steak was pretty good last night.

still had a late night snack of chocolate peaces. again it wasb ecause I wanted it, not because I needed it

I'm worried about my size.

[Deilla]

I was stressed yesterday and ate a lot. Probably had too much bread.

I just have a longing for friday.

because I have mcdonalds then, and I need filling!. I still find it a little embarrassing that a mcdonalds is the only real meal I like, but you know.. it's what it is, so..

struggling with that full stomach feeling

been bothering me since around 3 A.M today.

yet I still plan to eat mcdonalds tonight: like I keep saying absolutely no control of the situation

went ahead and ate the mcdonalds

and 2 aeros

and squares