[Deilla]

I've done well today.

today I opened 2 big bags of candy at once. I didn't eat much of it, just a bit from each bag

finished the aeros

cookies

and my meal which was only half finished

I had duck yesterday

cookies

candy

ditto today, but I'm not having duck I'm having steak

[Deilla]

I prepared several healthy meals. Most of it is vegetarian. I do best when I have good food ready for me. I've been sleeping extra as well. So that has cut down on the splurging in the middle of the night. Also, I am managing my stress much better.

I am planning to have pancakes today for shrove ttuesday. I am not sure when in the day I will have them, but I am looking forward to them as I don't have them much.
I ate quite a bit of junk yesterday, namely 2 bags of chips and sdome chocolate squares (I didn't enjoy dinner, so I needed to fill up somehow)

[Downtime]

I kind of have an eating disorder I am overweight and on hot days I find it really hard to not drink too much liquid. I can overdose on water and then be sick but I can also eat a lot of frozen yoghurt in one day trying to rehydrate and stay cool. Yet on cooler days I struggle to eat at all. I'm not sure that fits the criteria of an eating disorder but the problem with this is - its Summer!

well: I didn't get to have the pancakes

partly because I just sat around all day feeling sorry for myself (depression), and partly because I didn't have any lemmon.
but I will have some this week for sure...... nom nom nom nom

Originally Posted by Downtime

I kind of have an eating disorder I am overweight and on hot days I find it really hard to not drink too much liquid. I can overdose on water and then be sick but I can also eat a lot of frozen yoghurt in one day trying to rehydrate and stay cool. Yet on cooler days I struggle to eat at all. I'm not sure that fits the criteria of an eating disorder but the problem with this is - its Summer!

I actually need to drink more

and I know that.. probably why I keep getting headaches and that

welcome downtime.

good to see you here

mcdonalds day yesterday and it was nice, even though I felt very very hungry before hand, which was weird because I'd been eating junk the whole day

made it a little hard for me to eat (the hunger), but I got their

I also ate plenty of stuff afterwards, too

and quite a bit today even though it's not yet dinnertime

[Deilla]

I've been eating comfort food. More than I normally do.

for my main meal today, I only had hotdogs

barely filling so now eating lots of candy

it is a bad day so far

2 chocolate bars and a big bag of chips

I have a steak for dinner which only makes up for it a little..... not much

very bad evening.

steak, bag of candy, and 3 bags of chips

[Deilla]

I'm struggling a little. I don't want to cook so I'm eating things like pudding, yogurts, cheese, turkey and soup. They're not that bad, but I'm just worried about being too tired to make proper meals.

I'm so hungry despite everything I ate yesterday.

and, I guess I ****ing suck at menu planning, too. tonight I'm having chicken poppers for dinner, which I know won't fill me up, which I know will lead to more junk

soooo.

I just ate a huge bag of doritos

I just had chicken poppers and curly fries.

and more chips

[Deilla]

I did well today. Last night I needed some comfort food. So I had a small cup of mac'n cheese. Not too bad.