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Old 09-02-2022, 04:49 PM   #641
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My eating kinda sucked again today. My therapist got pissed at me the last time I did that even though it was not on purpose. Today it wasn't on purpose either. It was this heat and then I forgot by accident. I did though buy a 4 pack of orange tic tacs and a container of berry and a container of fruity ones. Then I threw in a couple containers of sour Ice Breaker mints. I've still just been craving them to be honest.
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My weight is still technically in the obese range (especially because I'm only 5'2"), but I am glad that I brought my a1c down.
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Old 09-03-2022, 01:13 PM   #643
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My therapist is going to be pissed if this continues. I don't see her for several more days so hopefully it improves.
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Old 09-09-2022, 03:01 PM   #644
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She did get a bit pissed. I had to tell her I was legit really trying. I stopped the tic tacs for health reasons. Today I kinda ate. Mostly in the early morning though. What I ate wasn't bad. What I drank was.
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I've not had the energy to prepare good food for myself. So I'm not really eating well at all.
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I had a bagged salad for breakfast AND lunch. Now im heating up some brussels sprouts. They are smelling up the house!
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Old 09-12-2022, 12:47 PM   #647
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Calorie wise today was ok. Quantity wise was not so good. I'm getting better and better at controlling my appetite but I'm not really restricting either. I'm just staying the same and trying to stick to 3 meals and a soda or 2. Lately though I've had to wait around for meals to be ready so I'm just stuck dealing with my hunger for an hour or so. I'm not sure if thats restriction or not. I mean it is ok to be hungry sometimes.
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Old 09-13-2022, 11:05 AM   #648
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I had banana for breakfast

for dinner I am having chicken pie. probably won't be any good though, not had a deecent meal since friday (mcdonalds)
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Old 09-13-2022, 01:40 PM   #649
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Today I didn't do too bad. I had a couple Cokes and a couple bottles of Sunny D but I just legit wasn't hungry. I ate a mexican pizza from Taco Bell and I just now had a tablespoon of Wow butter. I am way under what my therapist wants me to eat but I'm really not very hungry today. It has nothing to do with restriction. I was going to go get some more plant based eggs since I've been wanting eggs lately.
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Old 09-14-2022, 10:53 AM   #650
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this week (in terms of food intake), is crap

I am ****ing starving
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I finally had a good meal tonight.

it was takeout, but still... ate everything on my plate for the first time this week
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The past few days, my anxiety has caused nausea that is made it tough to eat. But it was better today.
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My stomach has been off today so I haven't felt much like eating and I've mostly just had bottled water to drink.
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I'm struggling again. I did good this morning then I made eggs and couldn't eat them. I got full too fast. I'm really worried my therapist is going to fire me or send me IP which is making my stomach even more nervous. I try talking to her about this but all she says is "you gotta just keep eating."
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bad eating today..

breakfast was really nausiating, and didn't like dinner at all
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I am achy from excercising yesterday and therefore not too hungry today. I see my therapist tommorow I think, and I don't know what she'll say but probably just that I'm still not eating enough or something. Although it will be shorts weather and the last time I wore shorts and a T shirt to therapy I got chewed out real good by her about the way I looked. Currently I feel like I ate a ton but I only took 3 bites out of my burger. I think I need tylenol more then anything.
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She said in an email today that I was working out too much. She didn't harp on me about my eating at our session. Although I didn't eat much today and its now hot tea weather which can be bad for ED's since it fills you up. My mom said you can get addicted to working out.
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I don't think I restricted on purpose today. I had a legit physically hard time eating today
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