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Default Oct 01, 2022 at 02:48 PM
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I did something stupid and I threw out my nausea and heartburn meds this morning because after I'd take them I would get super hungry. I kept my stomach pain med though. So I haven't been hungry I've just been nauseated instead.

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I didn't eat much today because I barely got out of bed. So I figured it evened out the stuff I did eat.

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I went to the doctor and was told that I am overweight now by a little.

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I am currently thinking about eating a packet of chocolate orange segments
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It is really hard to keep everything in currently. I feel nauseous after eating and I think that is more of a mental thing. :(
Sometimes I feel like that myself.

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I feel like I'm sliding back into the control part of things since other parts of my life are so out of my control.

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I did a lot of walking today. I didn't enjoy it, but I do feel better now.
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I've been over eating.

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I called Lunchables a safe food and my therapist got upset. Today I guess you would say I restricted but my stomach hurt pretty bad.

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I called Lunchables a safe food and my therapist got upset. Today I guess you would say I restricted but my stomach hurt pretty bad.
Safe food in no way implies anything but SAFE - wont make me puke, satisfies hunger, relatively small amount, portion-controlled, tasty. I eat healthy food most of the time, but sometimes things go wrong and you just need a safe food to reset your stomach.
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Today I didn't restrict but I stopped eating the second I got full and I wasn't too hungry.I ate a small order of fries from Mcdonalds but I couldn't finish them so I gave the rest of them to my mom. She made some comment about how I can look the way I am because I stop eating the second I am full. Its just a habit I got into years ago. I can not force myself to eat. Also I mainly just wanted the Halloween bucket and not the food from Mcdonalds if I'm being honest.

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Default Oct 18, 2022 at 04:34 PM
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That was the trick to my losing 40 lbs 20 years ago. That and exercising 10 hours a week (i won a weight loss bet where i worked. We had to email our exercise times every week). But being able to note when i was satiated was because of topamax. I never even FELT that point before. But with the drug, i boxed half of any restaurant meal. I need to start stopping again. And or adding fresh veg.
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Default Oct 18, 2022 at 05:19 PM
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I was doing okay in spring/summer
But during the last two weeks i started binge eating again
To the point i was just full and about to vomit
I eat cheap food
I sincerely felt like I couldnt stop. I did stop because it was too much
I am sorry, hopefully wont do it again
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My therapist said, and my mom agrees that I'm heading down a dangerous path regarding my eating habits and body image issues. I took a picture today and I do look a bit like Jack Skeletion I can't really give them a clear answer about what I want since I'm not sure myself. My therapist is telling me I'm too fixated on numbers though.

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Default Oct 31, 2022 at 01:26 PM
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I have been eating pretty healthy for over 2 years and haven't even been able to lose much weight.

The gynecologist actually thinks it might be a hormonal issue. I was hoping it was. But the blood work showed all hormones in normal range.
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I woke up with major anxiety and thought I needed my meds early. Then I remembered I barely ate yesterday. So I drank a Gatorade and some water and I ate a Lunchable and I feel a lot better. I need to stop thinking its always a med issue.

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Now that I'm not killing myself with drugs, I am destroying myself by restricting/binging/purging. I just started DBT, maybe that'll help.

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I'm eating junk food.

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Default Nov 06, 2022 at 02:54 PM
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Same not very hungry stuff. Although today I did restrict out of frustration because I am out of a food staple and it took me awhile to find an alternative that I would actually eat.

I heard someone say on a podcast that you don't mess with a big persons food and you don't mess with a smaller persons food. And I do find that to be true. I need a variety of protein snacks and shakes or I get crabby physically and mentally.

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Everything but water has been making me anxious today. I tried eating some protein cheese crackers with my Geodon and my anxiety shot way way up. The tuna I ate earlier did the same thing. I had an iced latte today so the issue could possibly be traced back to that. But basically plain water is the only thing that isn't getting me going today. I want to drink a propel for some hyrdration and electrolytes but I'm concerned about getting anxiety from it.

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