[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by MuddyBoots

One week b/p free! (Though I've been drinking like every day so that's kinda my replacement "coping skill"). I can sh-it again!

[Mountaindewed]

So far its almost 5, and since 1AM I've had a Mountain Dew, an RX bar, 35 ketchup Pringles, and a apple. It was kind of a lot but I have a dentist appointment in a few hours so I'll be busy so I probably just ended up doing OMAD or something. Although probably I am kinda still restricting if I don't eat much else today. The apple and RX bar were healthy at least.

[MuddyBoots]

This is officially the longest I've gone b/p free since August! 11 days! I was sooo close to a session last night, but I used one of my DBT distress tolerance skills (STOP)/harm reduction and instead of having a whole box of cereal and a half gallon of ice cream I just had a couple spoonfuls of almond butter and then did the dishes (which usually at least delays b/p for me because it deters me from making more dishes). I didn't even drink.

[Buffy01]

I keep gaining weight :sadhug instead of losing weight

[Mountaindewed]

I ate ok before 9:30 this morning. I'm not sure if its OMAD or restriction. The scales heading down though. I didn't eat at all after noon yesterday. I had stuff planned for dinner. I'm not sure now.

[MuddyBoots]

Still b/p free! Most of my calories today were in the form of alcohol, but at least I'm replacing instead of adding??

[Mountaindewed]

I look really bloated and nothing is fitting even though the scale has gone down. Today I'm restricting because I'm nauseated out of my mind.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I look really bloated and nothing is fitting even though the scale has gone down. Today I'm restricting because I'm nauseated out of my mind.

I hear you.

[Mountaindewed]

Still restricting due to pain and nausea. Watching a cooking show isn't helping.

[Mountaindewed]

Still restricting. Its getting real bad. I had a cup of Jif to go peanut butter for lunch. I got a couple grande frozen lemonade refreshers from Starbucks. But besides that its been just ketchup chips and a couple sodas since yesterday morning. I just want to sleep all day but I have dumb therapy in a bit and none of her food suggestions will sound like they will work.

[Mountaindewed]

I think its my new med. I I don't want anything to eat or drink. I have a free drink coupon for a coffee shop, and a $14 Starbucks credit and I am not in the mood for coffee or matcha or tea. I ordered more ketchup chips this morning from Amazon and I got some little bottles of Ocean Spray from the store. After my endoscopy I developed an intense craving for ketchup chips. My mom has something in the crockpot for dinner. I just want to sleep. Which is all I've been soing since I haven't had energy from not eating or else I've been in pain.

[Buffy01]

I think I am over eating

[Mountaindewed]

I used to go to the grocery store almost every day. Then I organized my freezer and my food rack last week or the week before and haven't bought much since. Besides the ketchup chip and some small bottles of juices yesterday.

I was kinda sick today so I just had a Quest cookie and a couple of apple sauces to eat. I had a couple Cokes early this morning and a grande vanilla bean frappuchino with non fat milk. I had a credit and my mom and my therapist want me to drink milkshakes when I can't eat.

My mom wants to go out to dinner and I'm not in the mood but I am really restricting if they don't bring me back something.

[indigo1015]

I had some pasta with garlic and olive oil and maybe 3-4 oz of salmon. Im good for the rest of the evening.

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[Mountaindewed]

I ate today. I had a lot of soda though. My stomach feels weird right now but I think I'm ok for the day.

[Buffy01]

I feel guilty : for eating :grouphug three times today

[Mountaindewed]

I need to really fix things because of my stomach issues. I ate small spaced out meals with my meds today and I noticed a huge difference.

I think I'll try intermittent fasting. It has worked well before. My doctor told me not to eat 3 hours before bed anyways. I'll do the 12/12. Starting at 3AM and finish eating at 3PM. I'm on a weird sleep and med schedule I never got off on when I stopped working 3 years ago.

Then I'll eat small meals. Protein shakes and bars and vegetabes and lean meats and stuff.

Its not so much for weight loss, but more because my stomach has been hurting like hell because of my gallbladder and my diet has been terrible.

[emily1890]

feeling a bit full this afternoon, and I've not even had dinner yet

on second thoughts, ordering a 1kg bag of candy from amazon and trying to eat in 24 hours... bad idea.

[Mountaindewed]

I want to throw up because of my pain. At least I called today and got some sort of an answer. I ate what I could.

I dry heaved in the toilet and then burped a lot. My stomach still hurts but I'm not nauseated. I think I can take tylenol in a bit.

[Mountaindewed]

It was around this time yesterday when I felt this same way. Intense nausea. I just had a can of tomatoes for lunch though which probably isnt helping.

My eating has become a bit strange recently.

I'm way down on carbs and up on protein and I'm eating a lot of vegetables.

Idk. I guess its good.

Same dry heaving as yesterday and also intense gas stuff. I don't think I can even handle saltine crackers for dinner.