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Old 06-08-2021, 04:57 AM   #141
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I've not been doing well.

this is what happens: I have a cooked meal, I don't like it, I reach for the candy and make myself sick.

and it has been like that now since well.. over a week (accept for fridays where I have mcdonalds)

I know I need to do better. but the food I have (cooked stuff) just makes me want more candy.

it's not even the portion that's the issue. it's the fact it tastes like something pulled off my shoe
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Old 06-09-2021, 07:13 AM   #142
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didn't enjoy dinner much yesterday

I just want friday to come now so I can eat mcdonalds
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Old 06-09-2021, 01:40 PM   #143
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I went through a bag of chips in three days. I was craving them. I can't get more. They're just too tempting.
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Been in treatment for 3 weeks and still can't complete my meal plan when at home. Really struggling with it.
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I had sugar-free muffins today. I didn't like them. I threw the rest of them away. I'll stick to fruit and Atkins bars.
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Old 06-10-2021, 04:38 AM   #146
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I had scampi last night

another less than perfect meal and swapped it for candy..
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Grrr. That's all I got.
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Old 06-14-2021, 11:49 AM   #148
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I donít know. Itís still up in the air if I have an ED or not. Iíve never been diagnosed but itís been heavily suggested by my last treatment team and Iíve done assessments and tests and things that suggest I probably do have one. This weekend I sure acted like it. My current therapist doesnít think I have one. We only talked about it once. Sheís 5 pounds underweight so she may not view my eating habits as unhealthy and disordered.

Basically Iíve just been super depressed since my surgery.
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I havenít been able to eat anything todayó the very thought of food makes me want to throw up, for some reason.

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I am not eating well

on the plus side I've not had much junkfood this week

but the other side is... I've not really had much of anything this week. it's a bit of a sucky week in general really- monday night I almost broke my teeth as the food was impossible to bite, yesterday just not nice
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My brother is gaining a ton of weight and my mom is concerned yet continues to enable him by buying him tons of junk food. Itís honestly very triggering to me.

Iíve barely eaten today but I think itís my new meds now. Also Iíve been on Noom for awhile and it changes your relationship and mindset with food so I havenít been craving anything unhealthy for awhile besides soda. My brothers rows of Pop Tarts and Little Debbies make me feel sick just looking at them. Iíve cut way back on soda this week. Even diet and zero sugar.

My ďcurrentĒ therapist asked the other day if I was restricting. That was the first time she brought it up. She didnít seem concerned since sheís underweight and probably does the same things I do.
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my mcdonalds was good yesterday.

the only food I enjoyed all week. again.

yep need to eat better..
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I managed to eat 2 pieces of cauliflower crust pizza. The only pizza I eat. My calories with steamed zucchini tonight equal to 955 calories. I ate healthy though. I didnít go over either the yellow or red parts of the plate.

I had an ice cream cone for dinner. It really helped me out mentally. Iím at 1145 calories now. I got a salad from Wendyís but Iíll eat it tomorrow along with the other piece of pizza from lunch today.
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