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#661
I did something stupid and I threw out my nausea and heartburn meds this morning because after I'd take them I would get super hungry. I kept my stomach pain med though. So I haven't been hungry I've just been nauseated instead.
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#662
I didn't eat much today because I barely got out of bed. So I figured it evened out the stuff I did eat.
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#663
I went to the doctor and was told that I am overweight now by a little.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#666
I feel like I'm sliding back into the control part of things since other parts of my life are so out of my control.
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#667
I did a lot of walking today. I didn't enjoy it, but I do feel better now.
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#668
I've been over eating.
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#669
I called Lunchables a safe food and my therapist got upset. Today I guess you would say I restricted but my stomach hurt pretty bad.
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#670
Safe food in no way implies anything but SAFE - wont make me puke, satisfies hunger, relatively small amount, portion-controlled, tasty. I eat healthy food most of the time, but sometimes things go wrong and you just need a safe food to reset your stomach.
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#671
Today I didn't restrict but I stopped eating the second I got full and I wasn't too hungry.I ate a small order of fries from Mcdonalds but I couldn't finish them so I gave the rest of them to my mom. She made some comment about how I can look the way I am because I stop eating the second I am full. Its just a habit I got into years ago. I can not force myself to eat. Also I mainly just wanted the Halloween bucket and not the food from Mcdonalds if I'm being honest.
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#672
That was the trick to my losing 40 lbs 20 years ago. That and exercising 10 hours a week (i won a weight loss bet where i worked. We had to email our exercise times every week). But being able to note when i was satiated was because of topamax. I never even FELT that point before. But with the drug, i boxed half of any restaurant meal. I need to start stopping again. And or adding fresh veg.
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#673
I was doing okay in spring/summer
But during the last two weeks i started binge eating again To the point i was just full and about to vomit I eat cheap food I sincerely felt like I couldnt stop. I did stop because it was too much I am sorry, hopefully wont do it again |
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#674
My therapist said, and my mom agrees that I'm heading down a dangerous path regarding my eating habits and body image issues. I took a picture today and I do look a bit like Jack Skeletion I can't really give them a clear answer about what I want since I'm not sure myself. My therapist is telling me I'm too fixated on numbers though.
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#675
I have been eating pretty healthy for over 2 years and haven't even been able to lose much weight.
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#676
I woke up with major anxiety and thought I needed my meds early. Then I remembered I barely ate yesterday. So I drank a Gatorade and some water and I ate a Lunchable and I feel a lot better. I need to stop thinking its always a med issue.
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#677
Now that I'm not killing myself with drugs, I am destroying myself by restricting/binging/purging. I just started DBT, maybe that'll help.
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#678
I'm eating junk food.
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#679
Same not very hungry stuff. Although today I did restrict out of frustration because I am out of a food staple and it took me awhile to find an alternative that I would actually eat.
I heard someone say on a podcast that you don't mess with a big persons food and you don't mess with a smaller persons food. And I do find that to be true. I need a variety of protein snacks and shakes or I get crabby physically and mentally. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#680
Everything but water has been making me anxious today. I tried eating some protein cheese crackers with my Geodon and my anxiety shot way way up. The tuna I ate earlier did the same thing. I had an iced latte today so the issue could possibly be traced back to that. But basically plain water is the only thing that isn't getting me going today. I want to drink a propel for some hyrdration and electrolytes but I'm concerned about getting anxiety from it.
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