[emily1890]

I just ate a banana

I'm a fool to myself, because I hate banana and think it's disgusting- but I didn't have a very nice meal last night, and that's all I got..

[Deilla]

I'm still eating for comfort. And I'm so tired. I can't cook a proper meal.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Deilla

I have been eating a lot lately. Just for comfort.

Me too

[Mountaindewed]

I forgot I couldn't do pizza and I had it again last night and I had at least 10 episodes of explosive diarrhea. I lost a pound though. Today I've felt queasy from last night so I've been taking it easy. I can't do pizza or Taco Bell since that caused issues the other night. Idk. Its gotta be like Chrons or something.

[emily1890]

I had a stomach upset last week, so didn't eat a whole lot

cleared up I'd say late on friday, (last friday, not yesterday), and the following week has pretty much been meals I've not enjoyed but ate them because I was so hungry

[Mountaindewed]

I was mainly just in the mood for ketchup chips and saltine crackers today.

[MuddyBoots]

I just checked my list of when I've been purging and I haven't been really bad since April. There was one day in August when I purged twice and the most recent time was the 5th. I still have body dysmorphic thoughts and struggle with urges to b/p, but for the most part I've replaced it with drugs/alcohol which I'm getting under control right now in a healthy way.

[Mountaindewed]

I ended up just grazing on some junk food for dinner. That was early this afternoon and I haven't eaten since. I have the heebie jeebies because I need to eat and I need to eat something with nutrition.

[MuddyBoots]

Ugh now that I'm sober I want to b/p so badly

[emily1890]

feeling a little frustrated today

people laughing about the fact I didn't eat all my food and calling me wasteful pig

they have no idea..

[Mountaindewed]

I have a migraine right now that my mom says is from not eating enough today. Maybe I'll just see if I have a low cal protein bar, because I'm too lazy to fix anything.

Ever since I had the stomach flu my safe foods aren't even safe. I feel grossed out by ketchup chips and pizza now.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I ended up just grazing on some junk food for dinner. That was early this afternoon and I haven't eaten since. I have the heebie jeebies because I need to eat and I need to eat something with nutrition.

Whenever my sister doesn’t eat anything she gets bad migraines.

[Mountaindewed]

I'm not sure if I restricted today. I have legit medical food restrictions and I should be on a bland diet. But I did drink a lot of hot tea and I was also kinda low calorie wise. I don't really seem to have much of a taste in food these days. Or stuff makes me sick and anxious. My chili cheese fries were ok. Everything else I ate was pretty bland but my anxiety and stomach were under control all day.

My brother in law has really bad celiacs disease. He will get violently sick just from crumbs of gluten. I get how he feels when food makes you feel crappy.

[emily1890]

been eating barely anything because since tuesday I've had an upset stomach and found it hard to really eat much of anything

been trying to eat my meals each night, but not doing well at it- and yesterday even though I felt a little bit better I still couldn't eat my chicken

will see how tonight goes. I managed a night without throwing up so that's good..

[emily1890]

didn't eat much yesterday. I was very upset and triggered because lots of food got wasted and I hate wasting food.

today I started the day by eating a few slices of marmite on toast. it was okay, but made me gag a little. not sure what I will eat for the rest of the day et. (if anything)

[MuddyBoots]

I still have containers of vomit in my room. Kinda gross considering I haven't purged at home in months.

[Mountaindewed]

I did ok today. I ate a lot of protein bars but I made my goal. I guess drinking plain hot green tea right now to avoid being hungry is not exactly a good thing to do. I think meatball subs need to be out just because they gave me some annoying heartburn and got my GERD worked up.

[emily1890]

Originally Posted by MuddyBoots

I still have containers of vomit in my room. Kinda gross considering I haven't purged at home in months.

well it could be worse

at least it's the mouth end

I had to

[emily1890]

had chicken for dinner and gave me a really bad stomach ache

still I had 3 little bags of candy after and a chocolate bar

yep overdoing it

[Mountaindewed]

I'm really thirsty right now and I'm drinking out of a gallon of water. So I haven't been hungry for dinner. I ate ok today. A lot of weight loss bars again but I did have some other stuff.

I turned down pumpkin pancakes from Dennys. I just wasn't in the mood.

[MuddyBoots]

Today marks 30 days binge/purge free, which is the longest I've gone since August 2021!
Gonna celebrate by eating a cake in 5 minutes (joke)

[Mountaindewed]

I'm hungry but I keep procrastinating on eating dinner because I'm not sure what to have. I for sure can't have coffee anymore after getting stomach pains shortly after drinking it and bad enough heartburn this afternoon to throw up a bit.

I never did eat dinner because I'm having issues I'm trying to deal with which includes chugging water. I did open a can of tomatoes and a can of corn for later though if I feel like it.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I did ok today. I ate a lot of protein bars but I made my goal. I guess drinking plain hot green tea right now to avoid being hungry is not exactly a good thing to do. I think meatball subs need to be out just because they gave me some annoying heartburn and got my GERD worked up.

Awesome

[emily1890]

currently eating through a huge tin of christmas chocolate.

in october

I have also had 2 takeaway meals this week, both of them chicken nuggets and fries. such a varied diet

[MuddyBoots]

Feeling like I'm losing my identity as I'm recovering. Makes me want to relapse.