[Mountaindewed]

I have legit not been hungry these past 2 days. I've heard that certain dietary restrictions like being a vegetarian can be like a pathway or whatever to an ED. Or a coverup if you already have one

But my mom said she would take me to Naf Nafs and I got a bag of peeled roasted chestnuts from the asian mart and I'm just not in the mood to eat.

[MuddyBoots]

The only thing I didn't purge yesterday was an apple. I didn't even binge. I just had soup and yogurt. I'm not eating anything today. If I get weak it's coming back up.

Possible trigger:

I want to die.

I think I have hypokalemia and hypoglycemia again.

I'm never taking my clothes off again either.

[Mountaindewed]

I've been up for 2 hours and I've already lost track of how many times I've weighed myself.

I'm eating a lot of celery sticks.

I still haven't gone to Naf Nafs but I have it in my meal plan for today. I'm not sure if I will actually go. They have pita and rice I can eat. The last time I got food I ended up giving most of it to my mom.

[Buffy01]

I’m worrying over eating

[emily1890]

three takeouts this week, rest of the food was rubbish. Trying to fill up on junkfood, but filling up is a tall order honestly.

[MuddyBoots]

omg do not mix spicy chili, booze, purge it, and then eat sour patch kids 0/10 seriously do not recommend owww

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by MuddyBoots

omg do not mix spicy chili, booze, purge it, and then eat sour patch kids 0/10 seriously do not recommend owww

So... your back! i was starting to worry!

[Mountaindewed]

I keep having explosive diarrhea so the scale is low tonight. I'm sure I'm pretty dehyrdrated. Ice chips are passing through as well. I threw up a bit because of my intense pain. Theres not much I can do at the moment besides get it out of my stmystem and sleep it off.

[MuddyBoots]

This is fking hilarious: The intake person for my inpatient's name is Anna

[Mountaindewed]

Originally Posted by MuddyBoots

This is fking hilarious: The intake person for my inpatient's name is Anna

I knew a girl faking an eating disorder and her facebok name was Ana

[MuddyBoots]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I knew a girl faking an eating disorder and her facebok name was Ana

I wonder if I weighed more if Mia would do my intake

[unaluna]

We really need a laugh button! Or at least a smile.

[Mountaindewed]

I ate maple syrup flavored Goldfish for dinner even though I was hungry. I was just too lazy to eat.

[MuddyBoots]

binged&purged before 6:30am. Might be a record for myself other than sleepless 2am binges.

[Mountaindewed]

My mom just chewed me out because I'm mostly eating just chips and drinking soda and coffee these days. Shes at Einsteins getting me some stuff.

I think the last time I ate properly was New Years Day.

[Buffy01]

: I’m wondering if missing a few meals will help me lose weight

[Mountaindewed]

I'm getting off 2 of my meds. So my appetite is pretty low. I just had half a pint of strawberry chocolate Halo Top for dinner. My mom was trying to get me to eat more stuff but I wasn't hungry.

[emily1890]

really regretting eating three big bits of chocolate at the moment

feel quite full and I've not even had dinner yet

[emily1890]

didn't enjoy dinner so ate quite badly afterwards

barely eaten anything today so far. just some grapes for breakfast

[MuddyBoots]

I pretty much got pissed off and used the anger to motivate myself to recover. Am I still binging? For sure. But I’ve stopped purging and restricting so hopefully I can get the binging under control as I feel more in control by applying to all these apartments and programs. Or maybe this is just my “recovery part” being in charge right now.