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Default Dec 05, 2023 at 12:23 PM
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I have legit not been hungry these past 2 days. I've heard that certain dietary restrictions like being a vegetarian can be like a pathway or whatever to an ED. Or a coverup if you already have one

But my mom said she would take me to Naf Nafs and I got a bag of peeled roasted chestnuts from the asian mart and I'm just not in the mood to eat.

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Default Dec 07, 2023 at 02:30 AM
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The only thing I didn't purge yesterday was an apple. I didn't even binge. I just had soup and yogurt. I'm not eating anything today. If I get weak it's coming back up.
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I think I have hypokalemia and hypoglycemia again.

I'm never taking my clothes off again either.

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Default Dec 07, 2023 at 05:35 AM
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I've been up for 2 hours and I've already lost track of how many times I've weighed myself.

I'm eating a lot of celery sticks.

I still haven't gone to Naf Nafs but I have it in my meal plan for today. I'm not sure if I will actually go. They have pita and rice I can eat. The last time I got food I ended up giving most of it to my mom.

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I’m worrying over eating

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Default Dec 18, 2023 at 10:10 AM
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three takeouts this week, rest of the food was rubbish. Trying to fill up on junkfood, but filling up is a tall order honestly.
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omg do not mix spicy chili, booze, purge it, and then eat sour patch kids 0/10 seriously do not recommend owww

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omg do not mix spicy chili, booze, purge it, and then eat sour patch kids 0/10 seriously do not recommend owww
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Default Dec 27, 2023 at 09:33 PM
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I keep having explosive diarrhea so the scale is low tonight. I'm sure I'm pretty dehyrdrated. Ice chips are passing through as well. I threw up a bit because of my intense pain. Theres not much I can do at the moment besides get it out of my stmystem and sleep it off.

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This is fking hilarious: The intake person for my inpatient's name is Anna

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This is fking hilarious: The intake person for my inpatient's name is Anna
I knew a girl faking an eating disorder and her facebok name was Ana

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I knew a girl faking an eating disorder and her facebok name was Ana
I wonder if I weighed more if Mia would do my intake

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We really need a laugh button! Or at least a smile.
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I ate maple syrup flavored Goldfish for dinner even though I was hungry. I was just too lazy to eat.

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Default Dec 31, 2023 at 07:04 AM
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binged&purged before 6:30am. Might be a record for myself other than sleepless 2am binges.

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Default Jan 06, 2024 at 10:21 AM
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My mom just chewed me out because I'm mostly eating just chips and drinking soda and coffee these days. Shes at Einsteins getting me some stuff.

I think the last time I ate properly was New Years Day.

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: I’m wondering if missing a few meals will help me lose weight

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I'm getting off 2 of my meds. So my appetite is pretty low. I just had half a pint of strawberry chocolate Halo Top for dinner. My mom was trying to get me to eat more stuff but I wasn't hungry.

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Default Jan 31, 2024 at 09:57 AM
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really regretting eating three big bits of chocolate at the moment

feel quite full and I've not even had dinner yet
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Default Feb 01, 2024 at 09:36 AM
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didn't enjoy dinner so ate quite badly afterwards

barely eaten anything today so far. just some grapes for breakfast
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Default Feb 01, 2024 at 07:16 PM
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I pretty much got pissed off and used the anger to motivate myself to recover. Am I still binging? For sure. But I’ve stopped purging and restricting so hopefully I can get the binging under control as I feel more in control by applying to all these apartments and programs. Or maybe this is just my “recovery part” being in charge right now.

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