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#21
I have legit not been hungry these past 2 days. I've heard that certain dietary restrictions like being a vegetarian can be like a pathway or whatever to an ED. Or a coverup if you already have one
But my mom said she would take me to Naf Nafs and I got a bag of peeled roasted chestnuts from the asian mart and I'm just not in the mood to eat. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#22
The only thing I didn't purge yesterday was an apple. I didn't even binge. I just had soup and yogurt. I'm not eating anything today. If I get weak it's coming back up.
Possible trigger:
I think I have hypokalemia and hypoglycemia again. I'm never taking my clothes off again either. __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. Last edited by MuddyBoots; Dec 07, 2023 at 05:29 AM.. |
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#23
I've been up for 2 hours and I've already lost track of how many times I've weighed myself.
I'm eating a lot of celery sticks. I still haven't gone to Naf Nafs but I have it in my meal plan for today. I'm not sure if I will actually go. They have pita and rice I can eat. The last time I got food I ended up giving most of it to my mom. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#24
I’m worrying over eating
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#25
three takeouts this week, rest of the food was rubbish. Trying to fill up on junkfood, but filling up is a tall order honestly.
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#26
omg do not mix spicy chili, booze, purge it, and then eat sour patch kids 0/10 seriously do not recommend owww
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#28
I keep having explosive diarrhea so the scale is low tonight. I'm sure I'm pretty dehyrdrated. Ice chips are passing through as well. I threw up a bit because of my intense pain. Theres not much I can do at the moment besides get it out of my stmystem and sleep it off.
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#29
This is fking hilarious: The intake person for my inpatient's name is Anna
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#32
We really need a laugh button! Or at least a smile.
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#33
I ate maple syrup flavored Goldfish for dinner even though I was hungry. I was just too lazy to eat.
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#34
binged&purged before 6:30am. Might be a record for myself other than sleepless 2am binges.
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#35
My mom just chewed me out because I'm mostly eating just chips and drinking soda and coffee these days. Shes at Einsteins getting me some stuff.
I think the last time I ate properly was New Years Day. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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: I’m wondering if missing a few meals will help me lose weight
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#37
I'm getting off 2 of my meds. So my appetite is pretty low. I just had half a pint of strawberry chocolate Halo Top for dinner. My mom was trying to get me to eat more stuff but I wasn't hungry.
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#38
really regretting eating three big bits of chocolate at the moment
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#39
didn't enjoy dinner so ate quite badly afterwards
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#40
I pretty much got pissed off and used the anger to motivate myself to recover. Am I still binging? For sure. But I’ve stopped purging and restricting so hopefully I can get the binging under control as I feel more in control by applying to all these apartments and programs. Or maybe this is just my “recovery part” being in charge right now.
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