I posted that a thought i was going to develope an eating disorder because i threw up three times in three days but today i ate normally except for a piece of cake now i hate myself i never look in a mirror but because of the way i look iam overwieght so i need to not eat or eat one meal a day if noone is home int he house with me then i will throw up so far ive only done it 3x but it felt good

Originally Posted by loser37

I posted that a thought i was going to develope an eating disorder because i threw up three times in three days but today i ate normally except for a piece of cake now i hate myself i never look in a mirror but because of the way i look iam overwieght so i need to not eat or eat one meal a day if noone is home int he house with me then i will throw up so far ive only done it 3x but it felt good

but today i ate normally except for a piece of cake now i hate myself

Hi Loser,

sometimes eating a piece of cake IS normal eating.

Its a choice a person makes

maybe there is no normal eating .

Just choices .

For some with eating disorderes they can have their cake and it doesn't make them want more. And they have lost the fear of Ill get fat If I eat this.

There are different brands styles and severities of eating disorders.

and what may be needful for one person could be detrimental for another.

Loser I'd get some help with someone you can trust to help you with your body image and your hatred of your body. These are warning signs of abuse Looser.
And you sound like your in danger of developing something more.in the bulimia area .

I suppose if someone caught me with in week one and hauled me to a doctor . I could have been saved 14 years of everyday.

so please seek help now.

Patricia