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#141
It’s ok to be childish sometimes. Maybe if you give yourself permission to play, it might also facilitate more time engaging in “useful” activities
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#142
I think I spent 6 hours on line yesterday.
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#143
Ive spent every day since Friday all over the net. Im officially addicted now. Addicted to the adrenaline rush when someone responds and depressed as fck when somebody says something i dont want to hear or worse, ignores me or takes to long to respond or doesnt friend/follow me back. I know! I know! Its stupid and petty. Im stupid, but im too lazy/depressed or unwilling to try to stop. I keep digging and digging for that high. Omg!
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#144
Can she walk and text at the same time? Not really. This addiction is getting real! :/
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#145
How is it going kitty?
I was with out a PC for the past 2 weeks but had my phone so was glued to facebook and new to me instagram. last night when we got home It took me forever to delete all of the junk email. bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#146
Going a little better today after a break yesterday and attempting to focus my priorities on various sites. I was without a computer last week though for 4 or 5 full days...and then I still got addicted. I find my mind is often on what's going on online, but last night I at least went out to see a movie and today I didn't look at my tablet WHILST watching tv (yeah, that's when I know the addiction is getting bad. Can't even wait until a show is over! Eek!...although sometimes, rarely though, I'm multitasking so I can get to other things)
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#147
Spoke too soon! Thoughts of internet things to do on my mind all night...suppose it could've simply been because I was hungry though and already having trouble sleeping...but well, I'm here now so what does that say? Sigh!
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#148
How do we rein it in?
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#149
Now it's just becoming a habit! At the same time, don't have anything better to do. By better I mean WANT to do...maybe I'll go do some yoga. If I get hungry, screw my fasting for one day!
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#150
I am on here for hours. forums, PC alcohol forums, nutrition forums, face book, instagram. yahoo email, weather sights.....bipolar sites....it goes on and on.
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#151
I dunno I am even here right now. My eyes are tired of reading and flipping through posts. I mean, I kinda like what we've got going on here. Chit chat, but not several long posts at once. It's not a bad thing, just bad for me at the moment. Stressing about catching every post, being directed by what others find a priority. I hate it sometimes that some of my posts never get responses or very few (im talking about the dead forums where nobody posts or comments for months). Anyway, keep this short. I may or may not go to bed now...its about time and I'm tired. Damn! I have to do something....
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#152
for psych central I only post on the bipolar forum the poo bah closed forum and the addictions forum. That is it. I can hardly keep up with them. I only follow a few threads in the bipolar forum because it is just too much.So I post on the daily check in#41, the physical check in, and a couple other peoples threads but that is it.
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#153
Lots of stress in my family.
I am hypomanic hubby, Jeff is sick temp 100.4 sneezing, cold symptoms bil-unemployed so is able to help with MIL.... mil -sick in hospital, may need stomach surgery, very scary! Father-sinus infection gettting better but now .... mother now sick 101 fever, shaking for some reason they are supposed to fly to florida on saturday. Sisters mil has colon cancer and and now the flu....poor thing. sister is a nurse and works at a pediatric office. she said tonight.../ have you ever read the stephen king book "the stand" about the plague....the corona virus is like this.... very scary times. bizi my internet use has increased.... sigh bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#154
mine's back with a raging vengence! I joined a new forum recently and am on there as much as i'm on here. bleh! i mean, i love it! but it's not healthy now, is it.
but we started this game "how long can you go without internet" and it's been a fun challenge. My record is 2hours straight during waking hours. Some folks are pretty impressive. I just wish i could be more self motivated...i feel like i need a jolt of energy from folks to get me doing things (that's why these forums are productive but..) but yeah, wish i could self start more...like i need to go work out, but i need someone to tell me "just go do it already!" :P __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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#156
I find I am on here a lot!
join a gym, get out doors, read a book! these are bits of advise I give to myself.... advise I do not take. bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#157
I was going to try to take a break tonight, but I forgot I had to do some banking...and now I'm here. lol
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#158
I am getting off by 10pm at the latest.
my hands are starting to be affected...like missing keys. sigh my typing is off. sigh bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#159
It's easy for me to lose track of time once I start reading articles or posts. I would have this mental checklist where I would have to catch up on the news, read about relationships, check out beauty and health care tips, say a couple of pithy things on a history or other forum and watch videos of cats or other baby animals. My job is stressful and requires a lot of mental energy so I find it's my way to wind down, but I know I spend way too much time at it.
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#160
9pm Just got back from our friends house. Looking back over todays doings and it wasn't much. I did not even do billing. I will do that tomorrow.
Maybe I will go to the horse farm market. It is open until noon. Scratch farm kitchen has a food truck there and they are so good! Tomorrow night is the strings concert. Carol wants to go and said she would drive. Maybe she would like to do dinner? Maybe I could fix it for her like I said before. I am feeling better, more in control. Thank you for your support. (((((HUGS))))) bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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