[HorizonX]

Well i wanted to introduce me. My name is Michelle and i´ve been feeling really low in the last few days. It´s hard to explain. I don´t even know what my problem is myself. I live in a broken home.. really broken. There´s so much hate everywhere. I just want to run away. I can´t stand the feeling of being here. I hate school. I hate the people there. Why do kids always have to be so mean to each other? They are so cruel. I don´t want to see this anymore don´t feel this. I feel so alone and left out, even when i´m with my friends. I need love so bad. This world feels so cold. I just want to sleep, forever. My boyfriend lives on the other side of the world and he can´t stand the feeling of not having me around either, so he dosen´t text me back anymore. But i need him so bad. He was the only one who made me feel good. The only one who ever provided me in what i do. There´s no one who stands up for me, who tells me I´m on the right way. I`m mistreated every day with words and with hands. My body and my soul can't take this anymore. I just need someone who holds me tight and lets me know i´m loved for what I am and what I do. Who let´s me feel that I´m not alone anymore. I want to die. I don´t want to be here anymore. Please help me.

[kaliope]

hi horizon
if you are being abused, there are places to reach out for help. you are vague about your situation so it is difficult to offer you advice. there are good people in the world you can surround yourself with. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome

[Altered Moment]

Welcome to PC.

I hope you can find some of what you need here. There are many caring, loving people here. Reach out to them. If you can't get your needs met in your family I would suggest finding others that can nurture you. I know this is hard but they are out there.