[Confused&Don't know]

Felt stupid posting this but need to get a lot off of my chest.

I met a girl few months back and we hit it off, meeting up chatting and being round each other a lot. We started to like each other but she has a boyfriend . One weekend we got drunk and had a few drunken kisses and then we spoke about what had happened and what we were going to do. so we put that past us and went on with life now we are even more close and we both tell each other we love one another but she has no intention in breaking it off with her boyfriend, but her boyfriend lives 2 hours away and she doesn't see him. Her boyfriend takes drugs smokes and drinks and is a slight hothead meaning slight anger issues and when she does go to see him it's only for a few hours. Weathers i see her every day and talk with her all the time and have never done drugs i said i do drink but not every weekend unlike her boyfriend.

I have tried to get over her but i just can't help the way i feel about her and every time i tell myself that i am over her, it just goes away when i do see her and the feelings come rushing have i've tried every thing to get over her by not talking to her as much and not being as close but we just end up becoming even closer. Now she has met my family and has been coming up to my house on a daily bases. She always says how much she likes me and i do to and every time she has to leave to go home we always tell each other how much we miss one another. I just really don't know what to do anymore i really want to be with her.

could someone please help on how i could maybe get over her or help my situation that would be so helpful thank you.