[Chris91]

so its sunday...time really does fly...woke up and thought it was still saturday :\ im so lost in thought and sleep life is just passing me by. i have exams in 2 weeks and i havent strted studying...my course is my life and here i am wasting time. my thoughts are completely on the go i cant stop thinking about how i could have made it better. ive always had friends around to accept me for me. but wat ive learnt is that sometimes you really have to look on ur faults and try to fix them because its not all the time friends or lover would stay around. i think ive realized that i probably rlly do need to work on some stuff...like im selfish and heartless to people who doesnt play a significant role in my life...like i dont go out causing trouble...but im just uninterested in peoples feelings...unless ur my friend...i keep my friends close i always find i need people around me...but sometimes i just want to be alone. i donno what to do....im thinking about goin back to my boyfriend that left me...i was too much to deal with basically...but hes a nice kid and i believe that i probably messed things up...i know that most of u may say well if he cant accept u for who u are then u dont need him...but what about me? what about what i want? i prefer him in my life than out of it...and he was right when he said i dont take advice or listen...i just dont kno how to...which is why i am here...to make myself a better person. i will try to win his heart back in time but for now im giving him his space so he can explore n do watever...can anyone relate or have some wise words to give me? itll be much appreciated

Hi ((((Chris)))) welcome to PC

[lizardlady]

Sorry Chris, no words of wisdom, but wanted to welcome you to PC.