[Maven]

I wanted to catch up with all the forums and topics tonight, but I need to get to sleep because I have class (EWWWW!!!) today. Normally, it wouldn't be "EWWWW!!!" for this class (drawing), but I'm at a point where I'm behind and overwhelmed, and part of me wants to stop going (it's too late to drop out). I know I shouldn't, but I'm just feeling that way. I missed two classes last week (because of oversleeping and also, my car wouldn't start). I'm probably going to fail. I do like the people in the class; they're fun. One lady, the only one who's older than me, and I chat much of the time. I hate to leave her alone, because she's struggling, too, but she seems to have more "push" than I do.

I've got so much work to do, and I'm supposed to have a book from the college library today, but my OCD is freaking about going to the library, plus I didn't have time yesterday. Yes, I knew about this before, but didn't realize it was due so soon...I think those days I missed last week kind of screwed up my sense of time. I posted more about this under another topic (I think it was under this same forum, about how we're feeling today), if anyone's interested.

On top of everything, my mom's in physical rehab and has been for probably two months or so, with a hospital stay before that. I'm doing things for her, running errands and bringing her stuff, which I don't mind, but I'm just saying it keeps me busy. My boyfriend wants me to cook for him, because I've been tired and just didn't feel like it (truth be told, I hate cooking and doing dishes), but he deserves it, and I'm just being lazy some of the time. (Other times, for the record, I'm really just too tired or feeling bad.)

Anyway, this has turned into a longer post than I meant, but I hope y'all read it and care that I'm not posting more tonight! I missed the chat with DocJohn again (I keep seeing chats for "tonight" when it was really the day before...I know that chat schedule thing runs by the time zone, but I get confused), but hope I can make it next week. Or someday...just one, just to say I did it, LOL!

See y'all! Hopefully tonight or tomorrow night!

[IowaFarmGal]

Sweet Dreams and peaceful sleep. Hope you have a better day tomorrow!