When I took my test today, I was really lonely. I wasn't exactly lonely but I was alone. My friends were all in the other classes and they weren't even in mine,and I was just alone. I had to find every person that I met at school to socialize with them. I am always left out in the cold like that. I don't know what I have ever done to deserve loneliness. Maybe I am just not meant to be around others. Others don't seem to ask me over unless I come over. I hate when that happens because I want to be there and I want to be welcome. Unfortunately, people just aren't making it seem that way and it's just so sad that other people who have common values like I do tend to make friends a lot quicker than I do. I just won't accept my life to be like this. I don't think I have ever done anything to deserve this. Nature can sometimes see me alone and yet she has not stepped in to do something about my loneliness. She hasn't even tried to make my social life on the weekend better. I want to be around people all the time while not interfering with my schedule. I want to go out and meet new people and I want them to be the right kind of people from the moment i meet them because once we graduate I probably won't be able to keep these friends. It's sad how life can sometimes be such a pain in the neck.

[shezbut]

I can understand feeling lonely and unappreciated very well. I have felt the same way for all of my life. I would say that the unappreciation is another term for "loner" in my case. I was always extremely shy and hypersensitive.

Once I started college, I had a different perspective. I was taking classes that I wanted & needed to focus on. I wasn't there to make friends, so I relaxed a lot in school. I actually ended up making a few friends!

Maybe that may be something you may want to try. Changing your perspective towards your responsibilities in school and expectations. Be polite to those you're around, and let it go at that. If they don't want to hang out with you and B.S. ~ whatever. You will attract cool friends if you just let yourself hang out and be yourself.

that was a long time ago. things have slightly changed since then.
i used to be sensitive when i was little because people always made fun of me.