[Ladyzero]

Hello , anyone out there ? Do you know I'm alive -barely existing. Not living. Dressing occasionally to go to the shop. When I want to shout out, hold me. So sad, pathetic. Sending a plea, as it is. When no one cares. Jeez, I do try to support others. Now I'm pathetic, in a sea. an ocean, hoping

[unaluna]

Hey what happened to the buddies idea? I was out today, had to get my new eyeglasses refitted. They were like an inch tighter than my old ones. An inch is a lot of head!! They were squishing my brains! But the girl was mean. A different girl fixed them, then the crabby girl came out and wouldn't even look at me. Hey she's the one who caused m e a second trip, which cost me out of pocket since I dont have a car. Arent you glad you're my buddy? So all this tired me out.

[Turtleboy]

hi ladyzero, just letting u know i noticed you and i hope things pick up for you soon

[MuseumGhost]

Hugs, lz, you're somebody to me!

[Sabrina]

Sorry you're feeling so down

[gayleggg]

Hate to hear you are feeling so low. Hope you feel better soon.

[Nicks_Nose]

Hi Ladyz. I am here. Sending hugs I know the feeling. You are not alone.

[Travelinglady]

(((ladyzero)))

[Ladyzero]

Oh my ! I never, ever, expected any response to my ' misery soup ' post. Why would you ? In spite of YOUR troubles, your day to day challenges, your disability, phobia or angst. YOU did. You took, that time, in this ocean. I am touched, really. I just bled my heart out, at silly O 'clock. To anyone who would listen, thinking, why would they ?
I do try to support others here, that's fair. Community spirit. I do try, but my soup, engulfs me.
Might not be believed, by you, but I notice, appreciate and learn from you all. I thank you all, really. Really did, today, especially, when I noticed your replies. Again, I thought, what prompted them, to take out time ? Why bother ?
Me, rambling again, obviously, too much time, talking to myself. Who else is there ?
I digress.....
Thank you all so much.
I don't play the games, or the check in, like 'how do I feel' because this soup, I'm in is heavy ! And conscious, I'm too minestrone~d.

I wanted to tell you, about today. An amazing day ! I'll tag it on, to one of my posts. Long winded reply, sorry ! But a huge thank you. To you.

[Wren_]

((((((ladyzero))))))))
an amazing day sounds interesting, i hope you do share more about it

[Ladyzero]

Originally Posted by hankster

Hey what happened to the buddies idea? I was out today, had to get my new eyeglasses refitted. They were like an inch tighter than my old ones. An inch is a lot of head!! They were squishing my brains! But the girl was mean. A different girl fixed them, then the crabby girl came out and wouldn't even look at me. Hey she's the one who caused m e a second trip, which cost me out of pocket since I dont have a car. Arent you glad you're my buddy? So all this tired me out.

So lovely, did make me smile ! Not for your head space invasion, or the grumpy assistant. Just the story, the reply, I guess. Watch this space, for the buddying. Not sure, how to do it. Afterall, we can join forums, and private message. Have had lots of interest though. Just thought, a real check in, for each buddy/buddies, on a day to day basis.
I'm here everyday. My life is empty. However, finding this community, feels like 'home' to me now. I'd like to think ONE day, I will be alive again, and support others here. I'm not very positive, and haven't been, for so long. Lost my job, figure (hardly big, but hey, never, had a tummy, like this !) my car, my flippen dog, taken, by my grown up kids. But that's another story......

I, Ladyzero, yes, moi ! Had an amazing day, just today. But that's another story.

So many stories. Welcome aboard, Buddy/ Buddies. Hitch, a ride.

[Ladyzero]

Thank you. Amazing to me. Boring~ly ZZZzzzz to others, I bet ! Check out ' Is it just me ? '
Thank you.

[MuseumGhost]

It's a huge blessing to be able to open up and find there are people out there who REALLY DO understand what you're experiencing. It's like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. I know this very well.

Just being able to see a sliver of light through all the greyness, all the soup, is such a glorious thing.

We really do get it.

OOOOX

[the sad queen]

(((Ladyzero))) i feel you and i hope you feel better , no one deserve to be forgotten no matter what

[yellowfrog268]

Hey, have a look at all the hugs attached to your post. We do know you exist and we care that you are feeling lost.

It seems like your buddy idea pulled through, just in an unforeseen way. Hugs from me to you , I'll send you a friend request. If you accept, you'll be this newbie's first official friend

[Ladyzero]

Bless, and thank you all. So nice, to read your replies. Sorry, to be usually, mostly full of my misery~soup. But just wish, I could have a few more, 'amazing days'. I'm honoured, when befriended here. Have never been a first before ! Welcome aboard.
Thank you all. Still wondering how the Buddying would work. Afterall, you can all join the social groups, and 'friend request'. Mmmm, still thinking. Would be nice, to know Buddies were looking out, for each other, here. Maybe, you all do p.m. your own groups. Just thinking....
Thank you, again for your replies.

[Grey Matter]

Many hugs to you! You are always a someone here, and we will always be here to care about you and listen to you.

[Ladyzero]

Thank you, for your sweet words. All these 'virtual hugs !'

[LadyShadow]

I just noticed this post, but I feel a lot like you do. Just existing. I am glad you are feeling better and had some good days