My dear daddy,
Tomorrow is my birthday. Your baby girl is going to be 19 years old my last teen. God alone knows how I got through all these years without you. But in my heart I have always believed that your with me. It's weird u know I ask for something and I always get it. Like last time my wish was to receive a letter from u and flour wrote me one I'm sure u would have said the same things. I always try to Live up to your expectations although I don't know what they are, I know u want what is the best for me. I really wish I could see you for my birthday . I want to be a cardiovascular surgeon daddy or a neurosurgeon not yet made a decision on that. I'm sure your with me in the decision-making process. Somehow I feel what I'm saying doesn't make sense but not everything makes sense other than emotions. So when I'm writing a letter like this to you I'm pouring out nothing but love from my heart for u. I love you daddy and nothing is going to change. Another birthday, not only birthday but everyday / moment without u in life is a challenge. Just wish I could hear happy birthday from you. I know I'm not that fortunate, but I know you are always with me in spirit guiding me through life. Ppl ask me what do you want as a gift for your birthday and I can't tell them that the thing I want the most for my birthday is to see my daddy, speak to him, play with him ; Do all those things I never got to do. I love you my daddy I love you alot.
From your loving daughter,
Fanny.

[gayleggg]

What a great letter. We do like to know our fathers are with us whether it's in body or spirit.

Thanks gaylegg I really miss him alot everyday

[hoping_for_a_cure]

Happy Birthday Darling! Sometimes we get signs from God/Higher Power/ Whatever you believe in. Look for something that symbolizes your daddy. Sometimes you don't have to look it just comes up in your daily life, some people notice, some don't. I have a feeling you will notice! I hope that "sign" gives you comfort.

19 years old!!! May you stay forever young!

Love u lots!
Hoping.

A sign from my daddy is something I always wait for I lob him alot. Thanks for the birthday wishes hoppy

[Sprite22]

HUGzzzz Fan. Hang in there!

[Flour]

Fanora;

I want you to know I see you struggle with this time after time. You keep coming back to it, because you don't have what you need. I understand that. I will tell you one thing as a father I wish for my children... don't think this silly but I wish them to live. By that I mean that they should enjoy being, and being alive. I know that the greatest gift you could get would be to find a way to fulfill that. Both for yourself and for your father. Don't you think he would want that? I know that he loves being remembered by you. But more than that, he would want you to find yourself, and to find him in you. I am pretty sure he wouldn't want you to toil over his loss. Like I said, I know he loves it that you remember him so, but not to let it take your life. I think that he would feel that was the saddest thing. As parents we give our children life, and if we are good parents, we want them to live that life, not for us, but for themselves. He would want you to explore who you are, and to be ok without him. That would be the happiest thing for a father, and possibly the best thing for you. Remember him and honor him through your living.

Dale

Thank you flour I will try to Live and your correct a parent should be the reason for our smile and not our tears. Hugss sprite

[baseline]

Originally Posted by Flour

Fanora;

I want you to know I see you struggle with this time after time. You keep coming back to it, because you don't have what you need. I understand that. I will tell you one thing as a father I wish for my children... don't think this silly but I wish them to live. By that I mean that they should enjoy being, and being alive. I know that the greatest gift you could get would be to find a way to fulfill that. Both for yourself and for your father. Don't you think he would want that? I know that he loves being remembered by you. But more than that, he would want you to find yourself, and to find him in you. I am pretty sure he wouldn't want you to toil over his loss. Like I said, I know he loves it that you remember him so, but not to let it take your life. I think that he would feel that was the saddest thing. As parents we give our children life, and if we are good parents, we want them to live that life, not for us, but for themselves. He would want you to explore who you are, and to be ok without him. That would be the happiest thing for a father, and possibly the best thing for you. Remember him and honor him through your living.

Dale

That is the best and sweetest advice/encouragement!

[baseline]

Happy Birthday Fanora, It was nice getting to know you a bit last night! Happy birthday sweetie. I hope you will get to enjoy your special day> I'm sure your daddy would love that for you!

Thank u so much base line. I liked talking to u too hopefully we meet on chat soon enough!!

[HollowRhythms]

Originally Posted by Flour

Fanora;

I want you to know I see you struggle with this time after time. You keep coming back to it, because you don't have what you need. I understand that. I will tell you one thing as a father I wish for my children... don't think this silly but I wish them to live. By that I mean that they should enjoy being, and being alive. I know that the greatest gift you could get would be to find a way to fulfill that. Both for yourself and for your father. Don't you think he would want that? I know that he loves being remembered by you. But more than that, he would want you to find yourself, and to find him in you. I am pretty sure he wouldn't want you to toil over his loss. Like I said, I know he loves it that you remember him so, but not to let it take your life. I think that he would feel that was the saddest thing. As parents we give our children life, and if we are good parents, we want them to live that life, not for us, but for themselves. He would want you to explore who you are, and to be ok without him. That would be the happiest thing for a father, and possibly the best thing for you. Remember him and honor him through your living.

Dale

Flour, I think you're awesomesauce for doing this for her. *tip of the hat to you good sir*

[Flour]

Originally Posted by HollowRhythms

Flour, I think you're awesomesauce for doing this for her. *tip of the hat to you good sir*

hahahhahahahahahha awesomesauce, that made me smile again

Tipping my hat to u and flour hollow

[KarenSue]

Aw Fan, so sweet and poignant. I cry for you!