[Macd123]

I don't know what I'm doing - it's Easter Sunday and I'm sitting at the Paris airport a million miles from home. I'm exhausted and I still have another flight to Florence Italy. You know I should be thrilled that I'm traveling the world by I'm not - I believe I'm trying to convince myself that I have a life. The bottom line is I don't have anyone to share this with - so I sit here at a table drinking an Americano and feeling like I could pass out at any second (not good). What in the F am I doing here in the middle of all these strangers who don't even speak the same language - the only conclusion is I've gone insane. The whole world looks surreal and did I mention how tired I am. This probably wasn't a good idea and probably not the solution to my life long loneliness issues. Last night before I left I texted the only person I thought would be interested in my little journey - well that was 24 hours ago and nada from my pal (words can't descibe how much this put me into the hey I'm dead zone). Funny thing - I don't want to be here and I don't want to be home either - I got no place to go. Anyway, have a nice Easter and I hope you got somebody to share a piece of ham and some pie with (did I ever do this?)

(((((((((macd))))))))))))

Hey Macd123, you've go us to share it with. How about you update this thread about what you're doing and what you've seen, maybe even put some photos up? Many of us have never been to these places and would love to read about them. Take care.

[goldenguru]

Hoping you feel better once you manage to get some sleep. Sleep deprivation can play serious havoc on emotions. Hang in there ...