BatxxxCrazy

12:05 PM

in like an hour and 20 minutes my name change poll will close. Its been 32 days. What I want to do is make up a new poll with only 4 choices. Here we go now here we go!!!!

Possible trigger:

"wait until 1:46. all will be better if you wait....all will be okay....if you wait. you really should wait you don't want to mess things up by not waiting exactly 32 days.... you need to wait something will happen if you do not wait."

haha I take meds for this

so this happens

Possible trigger:

"don't wait, do it now. You will only feel more and more anxiety until then.... do it now make the new poll and the anxiety will go away."

and meds for this

OCD vs Anxiety vs raised poorly vs free will vs....
Noone can understand how you think until they get in your brain.
I don't know where to put this thread. I never know where to put my threads, so I started a blog. As Moogie would say I am just BatxxxCrazy.

I am using all my skills, all of my skills, except the ones that don't work anymore like alcohol, SIB, manipulation, etc.

I will use the ones that are workin'
the longer I distract myself with this poll the less anxiety I will feel about the OCD and not waiting until 1:46

I must make sense to someone. Help me Rhonda! help! help me! Rhonda!
I think I am done. You may vote as soon as the poll is up and early I might add.

distraction does work