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Old Jul 18, 2015, 09:31 PM
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When i see my reflection, i see my all my pain, sadness, anger, worries, past mistakes,However most of all, i see what people describe me as, Insane, Unstable, Psychotic
, Mad.

It is truly an ugly sight.
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There are many types of monsters that scare me: Monsters who cause trouble without showing themselves, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood... and then, monsters who tell nothing but lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance: They are much more cunning than others. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though they've never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such monsters, I would likely be eaten by them... because in truth, I am that monster.
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Old Jul 18, 2015, 10:41 PM
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It all depends on the day. Sometimes, I see a failure, a fighter, a quitter, a winner, an idiot, or the king of the world. I'm learning just to see me and it's been hard to do that. I didn't think this would be so tough.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 12:37 AM
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:27 PM
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My grandmother (maternal). Who was a hard, harsh woman.
Will catch a glimpse of myself in a mall store & it scares me...
I don't have a pleasant resting face, even when things are fine & dandy.
Getting older hasn't helped...
Really am a nice person, I promise.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:32 PM
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Today I see a sad lil girl who just wants to be okay.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:41 PM
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I don't want to go there. I hate that thing in the mirror.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:47 PM
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I don't want to go there. I hate that thing in the mirror.
I don't know, I kind of like that thing when you look in the mirror.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 03:48 PM
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i see a young person who looks like she feels old. i've been through a lot, and it shows.

sometimes i can't believe i'm only 18, and that i still have 60+ more years of this $hit to look forward to.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 04:18 PM
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An ugly monster.
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Old Jul 19, 2015, 04:46 PM
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I see the aged face that looks just like my dad. Why couldn't I have taken after my mother. I'm aging and not all that gracefully. Bah humbug.

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Old Jul 20, 2015, 04:15 AM
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I see a very troubled person.
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Old Jul 20, 2015, 04:41 AM
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I see a serious girl who puts on a show that she is strong and independent. I see a girl who is simply a fragment of the woman she could be. I see a girl with her heart so guarded that many question if she even has one. I see a girl who I never wanted to be.
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"She was in-love with the moon; the only one who stayed when tears streamed down her face. She was in-love with the moon; the only one who kept the monsters at bay as she screamed in pain. She was in love with the moon; the only one to embrace her with light when her inner darkness threatened her own life. Yes, I am in-love with the moon."
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Old Jul 25, 2015, 09:20 PM
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I try not to look in the mirror. I am not aging gracefully.
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Old Jul 26, 2015, 01:30 AM
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I don't see anyone; there's no one there. When I'm fixing my hair or something it's kind of like I'm messing with an inanimate object or brushing someone's pet, and I'm just focused on doing that task and getting it finished.
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Old Jul 26, 2015, 01:58 AM
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Sometimes I see different versions of myself.
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Old Jul 26, 2015, 03:00 AM
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I see a nine year old little tomboy.
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Old Jul 26, 2015, 05:11 AM
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i see someone who has been destroyed by years of this cruel thing called life
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