[deepable]

cant make a decision regarding which path to take in life ... its been around 1 year since I am in IDLE mode

I feel like i have 0 control over my life
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1.Dont know if I should keep going to this college ..

2.Cant get past my addiction and I cant ask anyone for help , there are no support groups either around here ( porn addiction )

3.I work as a freelancer but I have like 0 motivation to look for work .. ( during the last year I found like only 1 job )

4.I go out with money I receive from my parents .. which is not a lot ..

5.I have like 2 pairs of shoes left , 2 pair of pants and some t shirts left ..( this right here should be a motivation to go and get some job , but its not )

6.I am obsessed or in love with a girl whom I cant let go ... even though she has no interest in me anymore

7.I feel like I dont know myself at all .. what I like what I am good at ..


anyone been in this position ? how did you know which path to take ?

Get out and meet people

[TishaBuv]

It sounds like you are in a comfortable rut. At least you are in college. That's a good thing. You do work a little, another good thing. The porn addiction and unrequited love obsession is bothering you- work on freeing yourself from those.

When you become good and motivated, you will make a move. Right now, you are just not motivated enough.

[deepable]

Originally Posted by justafriend306

Get out and meet people

I have people I go out with

[deepable]

Originally Posted by TishaBuv

It sounds like you are in a comfortable rut. At least you are in college. That's a good thing. You do work a little, another good thing. The porn addiction and unrequited love obsession is bothering you- work on freeing yourself from those.

When you become good and motivated, you will make a move. Right now, you are just not motivated enough.

i am in college ..but i havent taken any exam .. starting next month exams will start but I dont know if i wanna go

and during the period i talked about .. I took on only 1 project .. thats not working .. you could say during this period I was paid only 200 euros ..

Yea its a rut .. but i would not say its a comfortable one .. I have bad dreams most of the time .. and when i imagine things , I imagine me dieing

[Travelinglady]

Hi, deepable. I say stay in college, so take those exams. Meanwhile, can you get an appointment with a regular doctor? Tell him/her what you are dealing with and get checked out physically.

[deepable]

Originally Posted by Travelinglady

Hi, deepable. I say stay in college, so take those exams. Meanwhile, can you get an appointment with a regular doctor? Tell him/her what you are dealing with and get checked out physically.

Hey , im so confused dont know if this is the right college for me ..

i took an appointment and i am really sane ..
also went to a therapist and she said i dont have any " real " problems , i just need to pick something .. but i dont know what to pick

[TishaBuv]

I still don't know what I want to do and I'm 50!

My husband has a highly responsible, lucrative career and he hates it. He only chose to do what he does because he had to pick something, so he chose the career that earns the most money that he hates the least.