How Are You Feeling Right Now? #2

healingme4me · Jul 04, 2018, 11:33 AM

Oooh...ya know...on the cusp of a full blown panic attack but thanks for asking.....

Jul 04, 2018, 01:51 PM

annoyed I didn't have what I wanted for dinner so had to have something else

ali2email · Jul 04, 2018, 04:56 PM

Relaxing. Just arrived home from a two day business trip. It is always nice to be home

Helmus · Jul 04, 2018, 05:08 PM

Very tired. Hope I sleep well tonight.

Mountaindewed · Jul 04, 2018, 08:16 PM

Tired. I have to be up at 5, so that’s probably a good thing that I’m tired now.

Jul 04, 2018, 08:20 PM

I've been detoxing. My *** is burning lol

ShadowGX · Jul 04, 2018, 09:44 PM

Still feeling pretty good. I'm still able to be pretty positive over the situation with my friend. I'm so glad to have him back, it's been a great couple of days. Some negative thoughts are starting to peek in and say hi, but I tell them to get out, and they do. I need to enjoy not being sad as long as I can. I know eventually I will be sad again, it's only a matter of time, but I'm gonna fight it.

Mountaindewed · Jul 04, 2018, 11:04 PM

And now I’m wide away and 6 milligrams of melatonin is not working. I am not happy.

shellykwebb · Jul 05, 2018, 12:31 PM

Hooootttt!

VerMOZZica · Jul 05, 2018, 11:04 PM

I`m coming down from being anxious. Thank God for my Mom who helped me.

ShadowGX · Jul 06, 2018, 08:10 AM

Not too great. =/ I'm trying so hard not to let the thoughts defeat me again, but right now they're winning.

Turtle_Rider · Jul 06, 2018, 08:22 AM

Tired but happy! It is weekend!

mote.of.soul · Jul 06, 2018, 08:22 AM

Always a mixture of things never just one thing. But I'm okay right now, thanks.

Jul 06, 2018, 05:02 PM

Worn out, but super happy the weekend has finally come!

ken9018 · Jul 06, 2018, 06:58 PM

a tad bit depressed

Michael2Wolves · Jul 06, 2018, 08:00 PM

Very much lost and in pain. My mind keeps obsessing over stuff my ex did and said, trying to piece together some idea that she was cheating on me at the end, even though I don't think she was, and yet I will vacillate back and forth, and it's exhausting. She doesn't even want to return my things face to face, just leave them on the step for me to pick up.

God, I miss her...

Helmus · Jul 07, 2018, 02:04 AM

I don't feel so good. Lately I've been going down mentally. Yesterday was bad and I drank alcohol to calm me. I'm drinking more lately and using more medication to calm down. I'm afraid where this might end up. I'm a bit scared and don't know who to talk to. My girlfriend does not get it nor my parents. I'm hiding under the sheets. I don't know what to do.

bpforever1 · Jul 07, 2018, 07:11 AM

I feel good. There was an earthquake here and it was a bit anxiety provoking. But, besides this, I feel fine! It is time to sleep again.

healingme4me · Jul 07, 2018, 07:37 AM

I feel rested. I feel rested in a way that now that the dust has settled I can feel my feelings and come to terms with my feelings. I can finally sit with them and accept them for what they are. And they are valid as they are without disruption, distraction and without rationalizations.

Helmus · Jul 07, 2018, 06:15 PM

I tried today to not use any tranquilizers nor alcohol. And I succeeded! Now I'm awake in the middle of the night without any chance of falling asleep soon. I guess it's better this way.

Mountaindewed · Jul 07, 2018, 08:28 PM

I’m feeling relieved. I preordered something last week that doesn’t come out until the 15th. I was checking today, and it looks like so many people preordered it that they are out of stock a week before they come out. It says they are not sure when or if they will get it back in stock.