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Apr 27, 2018, 01:13 AM
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I cannot for another second pretend... I am despondent, I can wear this mask no longer I am not okay, I thought I had this conquered But as usual I have fallen into another episode I am petrified of the severity my feelings have on me My thoughts hold me captive as I gradually become insane I am coached to neglect the deterioration of my own brain And so I smile I smile as my mind screams for alleviation I never want to be held prisoner to myself Overtime I’ve become someone else I am a slave to my own self destructive fantasies In which I am forced to take a part in But I still smiled… No, no longer will I act I will not put on a show for another minute This is the end, I have reached my limit I will not hide it I have experienced mental torment I will wear this on my sleeve like a badge of honor Not because I am glorified by my mental disfigurement But because I am tired of turning away helping hands I need to heal, and that must begin now... |
 *Laurie*, mote.of.soul
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Apr 27, 2018, 04:43 AM
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