[HD7970GHZ]

Hi Community,

Tonight is my worry night. My rumination night.

Why is the world filled with so much abuse?! Why? It makes me sick to my stomach to see so much abuse! Then when the survivors come forward they are disbelieved - blamed and shamed. Good times! Pretty easy to destroy the credibility of those you abuse isn't it healthcare system!? Why you do it - who dun know - but you know - I don't much appreciate the corruption and the threats! Perhaps you can take a looooong, cold-hearted gander right back at ye'rself in that mirror there! Psychopath healthcare professionals! Big wink - you're in for a treat psychopaths in healthcare! We gots'a voice! It is going to be FUN!

What kinds of things do you ruminate about at night?!

Thanks,
HD7970ghz

all sorts of things

abuse, for sure, as I deal with a lot of it as well

the meaning of life/ the fact that mine is just being wasted (or at least that's how it feels to me.)

things about the following day

things about the day just gone

and....

people ill in hospital

Possible trigger:

I can't help thinking that somewhere, someone is in a hospital ward, struggling to breav or struggling to wake up, and that person could be gone by the next morning

how are you doing today HD.

I hope better

[Travelinglady]

I try not to ruminate because it just gets me upset. I do think about the book I'm writing, though.