[stahrgeyzer]

Omar has a big heart

I just can't understand how people who have money can live with themselves when millions of people and heavens knows how many animals are in a lot of pain now. I've spent most of my entire life working on huge global scale projects to help the world. Guess that's my BPD, and I should have focused on smaller more doable projects. Hoping one day I can survive long enough to make a lot of money to help others. Can't imagine why else I'm here on this human planet that saddens me to no end.

[Deilla]

I'm sorry you're feeling sad. It's just a perception. A perception you can change into a happier one. CBT is helpful in that it teaches you to reframe your thoughts. Honor your feelings by feeling them and then work toward feeling better. Safe hugs.

[Travelinglady]

Humanity can be cruel and selfish, but I find that there are some decent people in the world who are giving and concerned about others.

I'm glad you're reaching out. Thank you!

[WastingAsparagus]

Well, that's an admirable aspiration to want to help people! Humanity can be crazy sometimes and can seem like it's full of evil. But there really are good people out there, I'm convinced.

[stahrgeyzer]

Thanks for the replies. Sorry took so long to reply but I forgot to subscribe to the thread. It doesn't automatically subscribe me anymore.

Deilla, my ex-therapist does CBT but I'm not sure if she did it on me. I'd like to find a beaming bigheart therapist who does CBT and DBT, in California.