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Default Jun 13, 2024 at 04:00 PM
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I'm trying my best today, but I feel like things are out of my control at this point so all I can do is handle how I deal with things.

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Default Jun 14, 2024 at 02:44 PM
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I don't feel good. Its my dumb stomach. I napped for 45 minutes at 12:15 but it didn't help. I've had all my psych meds. I ate what I could which wasn't much. I just feel blah today.

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Default Jun 14, 2024 at 04:01 PM
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I feel the weight of "shoulds."
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Default Jun 15, 2024 at 05:48 PM
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Today was the first real bad day since starting the new meds. But I'm feeling ok now.

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Default Jun 15, 2024 at 05:55 PM
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My day was terrible, and I have bad ones, but I am still wound up like a tick-clock.

I had a medication change and am worried about my one decent friend. I have

never felt quite like this before, it is like it won't turn off.

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Default Jun 15, 2024 at 09:48 PM
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Really in a weird state of mind - feeling low and self-sabotaging.

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Default Jun 17, 2024 at 03:45 PM
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I got a legit answer today about my health but I'm still sick and I don't have the energy to do much but lie in bed. I don't feel like emailing my therapist to tell her whats going on. Idk if she'll be annoyed. She'll probably be understanding.

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Default Jun 17, 2024 at 09:05 PM
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I’m doing ok as long as I stay in the AC. The humidity is horrible.

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Default Jun 18, 2024 at 03:17 PM
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Today I just feel blah physically. I can't keep my eyes open right now. Therapy was productive but I didn't really want to do it. I wonder if she could tell.

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Default Jun 19, 2024 at 06:56 PM
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I am doing well today. As well as can be expected. I am sitting here watching my nephew gallantly protect the earth and destroy nasty alien civilizations, all via Xbox. As he put it, 'those stupid aliens never had a chance.'

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Default Jun 19, 2024 at 09:51 PM
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I lost my mojo. I’m doing terrible and my car got hit. I need my mojo back. Guess I should fly to the Caribbean and get drunk?

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Default Jun 20, 2024 at 10:17 AM
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Feeling more positive after my husband’s physio appointment today.
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Default Jun 21, 2024 at 02:21 PM
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I didn't get too sick today. Only a couple times. But it wasn't the nonstop barfing I was doing before. I've found some stuff I can eat safely. I am very tired though.

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Default Jun 21, 2024 at 09:57 PM
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I was struggling with the heat (meds make me sensitive) in a very hot Walmart. I still wear a mask in Walmart but today I had to take it off because I was going to faint. Then I got home from Walmart and had to run back to town to the vet for medicine for my cat. So, so hot and my water bottle doesn't hold enough water. Maybe I need one of those trendy 40 oz water mug things.


But I was doing ok and ready to go out and water my plants on my porch so I'd officially be inside for the night. I walked outside and a hornet flew up to me with no provocation and stung me. So that topped the heat as the worth part of the day. It's feeling better now, just so it doesn't rub on anything, but I still can't really believe that happened.

So I've had benadryl (it's probably wearing off now) and have been slightly groggy all evening..

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I'm bored. Its too hot to do much. Too hot to eat much but fruit and other light things. Not much on TV. I feel ok. I'm just tired from not sleeping good lately. After having the second nightmare again last night about something that is legit going to happen, I went and got a different kind of melatonin. Hopefully it helps.

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I’m doing ok. Reading at a coffee shop because I can’t be at home seeing Him doing house projects drunk without getting upset.

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Default Yesterday at 03:48 PM
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Less bored. I’ve been watching out the window, watching strange things people do. Watching the smokers get their fix in the rain. So I’m ok, for a rainy stormy flooding day. Feel like the boy in Dr Seuss book.

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Default Today at 02:05 PM
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Glad I'm ignoring people who are just a waste of space. But I'm doing good today.

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