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Legendary Wise Elder
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#941
I'm trying my best today, but I feel like things are out of my control at this point so all I can do is handle how I deal with things.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#942
I don't feel good. Its my dumb stomach. I napped for 45 minutes at 12:15 but it didn't help. I've had all my psych meds. I ate what I could which wasn't much. I just feel blah today.
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#943
I feel the weight of "shoulds."
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#944
Today was the first real bad day since starting the new meds. But I'm feeling ok now.
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#945
My day was terrible, and I have bad ones, but I am still wound up like a tick-clock.
I had a medication change and am worried about my one decent friend. I have never felt quite like this before, it is like it won't turn off. __________________ |
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#946
Really in a weird state of mind - feeling low and self-sabotaging.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 38,731
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#947
I got a legit answer today about my health but I'm still sick and I don't have the energy to do much but lie in bed. I don't feel like emailing my therapist to tell her whats going on. Idk if she'll be annoyed. She'll probably be understanding.
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#948
I’m doing ok as long as I stay in the AC. The humidity is horrible.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#949
Today I just feel blah physically. I can't keep my eyes open right now. Therapy was productive but I didn't really want to do it. I wonder if she could tell.
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#950
I am doing well today. As well as can be expected. I am sitting here watching my nephew gallantly protect the earth and destroy nasty alien civilizations, all via Xbox. As he put it, 'those stupid aliens never had a chance.'
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Crone
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#951
I lost my mojo. I’m doing terrible and my car got hit. I need my mojo back. Guess I should fly to the Caribbean and get drunk?
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#952
Feeling more positive after my husband’s physio appointment today.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#953
I didn't get too sick today. Only a couple times. But it wasn't the nonstop barfing I was doing before. I've found some stuff I can eat safely. I am very tired though.
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#954
I was struggling with the heat (meds make me sensitive) in a very hot Walmart. I still wear a mask in Walmart but today I had to take it off because I was going to faint. Then I got home from Walmart and had to run back to town to the vet for medicine for my cat. So, so hot and my water bottle doesn't hold enough water. Maybe I need one of those trendy 40 oz water mug things.
But I was doing ok and ready to go out and water my plants on my porch so I'd officially be inside for the night. I walked outside and a hornet flew up to me with no provocation and stung me. So that topped the heat as the worth part of the day. It's feeling better now, just so it doesn't rub on anything, but I still can't really believe that happened. So I've had benadryl (it's probably wearing off now) and have been slightly groggy all evening.. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#955
I'm bored. Its too hot to do much. Too hot to eat much but fruit and other light things. Not much on TV. I feel ok. I'm just tired from not sleeping good lately. After having the second nightmare again last night about something that is legit going to happen, I went and got a different kind of melatonin. Hopefully it helps.
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#956
I’m doing ok. Reading at a coffee shop because I can’t be at home seeing Him doing house projects drunk without getting upset.
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#957
Less bored. I’ve been watching out the window, watching strange things people do. Watching the smokers get their fix in the rain. So I’m ok, for a rainy stormy flooding day. Feel like the boy in Dr Seuss book.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#958
Glad I'm ignoring people who are just a waste of space. But I'm doing good today.
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LadyShadow, nonightowl
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#959
I kinda look like a bear today. My hair is all over the place and I could use a shave. I'm feeling better than earlier though.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#960
All over the place. Overwhelming emotion. Hurt, confused, manic, crazy and just all around a mess.
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