[hiddenaway]

He’s so nasal and yet there’s something nostalgic about seeing him again.

[mote.of.soul]

Well, due to my weight loss over past 12 months (intentional) the time to start buying smaller size clothes is now upon me. That's all part of it. At least the shoe size stays the same though. It's good.

[Mountaindewed]

I haven't been eating much both on purpose and not on purpose. Today all I've wanted is ketchup chips. The issue is they don't sell them in the states. I have a bag of ketchup Doritos I've been eating today but they are spicy. I ordered some Lays ketchup chips from Amazon that are being imported from Canada. They won't be here until the 22nd. My only other option is to place an online order for Walmart which seems kind of silly to order chips online twice in 3 days. I looked at gas stations for generic brands but I had no luck. I guess I'll just stick with the Doritos and wait until the 22nd.

What a weird craving though.

[mar dhea]

I really didn't expect to get this far. Wasn't a lot of gravy-good times but what was, was fine. I'm grateful. Been a lot of hurting but the good bits scattered throughout did me a lot of good. I can appreciate the mystery.

[Mountaindewed]

I'm thinking about this time back in like 97 when a clown was handing out balloons at Kmart and my sister said "theres a clown giving out balloons!" And my mom said "you guys go get one but get one for your brother too." But when we reached the clown he was out of them.

Kinda ****ed up when you think about it as an adult. Some clown handing out a few balloons. My mom letting my sister and I who were under 10 off by ourselves to get some.

I swear this really happened too.

[hiddenaway]

Heard his voice yesterday and got the biggest, most ridiculous grin on my face.

[Discombobulated]

That was then, this is now. I need to repeat this to myself.

[hiddenaway]

I hate feeling everything so deeply.

nobody wants scumturd willowtigger so shh

[nonightowl]

Why does everything have to be on streaming services now? I can't see the new Doctor Who when the 60th anniversary airs in November.

And why does my kitchen sink have to back up twice in just about 2 months, because people don't have common sense in what they dump in the drains?

[stahrgeyzer]

This may sound crazy but yesterday I took photos of 7 UFOs. They spoke to me telepathically saying I could keep one sample. So I deleted all but one. But when zooming in and viewing the ~ dozen photos taken in the iPhone "Live" mode I can see that in each of the 7 objects are rotating white spheres, like an atom. Thank goodness my iPhone 11 has ultra rapid high speed photos in live mode. It makes it clear that they were not birds or anything I'm aware of.

They care about us, but I think we're in school, a pretty tough school. Earth School. But they shine their light on occasion to let us know they're with us, all the way.

[hiddenaway]

I hope I don’t mess up this time cause I really don’t want to have to start over a second time.

[nonightowl]

Originally Posted by Aviza

snip: I was up early today and all I want to do is go shopping at dollar tree, but I have to work and the store didn't open early enough. nothing in my town opens til 9. it sucks when your up well before.

Nothing opens early enough for me either. The library doesn't open till 10am and on some days not until noon. Another opens 9:30 but only on Saturdays. My grocery store is open early and the car wash opens at 8---the latter isn't so bad. Few customers at that hour. I like to do stuff early because there's less traffic, few customers, and plenty of parking. Sometimes I'm up for hours before something opens. I think I'm up before the roosters, actually. 5 or 6am.

Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

Life seemed easier wearing a 'mask' all of the time, but once you remove it you can't put it back on. Your truer self won't let you.

I got used to wearing a mask eventually and it even felt odd to leave my place without it. Now I haven't worn one for months and putting on one now feels SO hot and uncomfortable! It did help my allergies though.

Originally Posted by Rose76

When I leave this world, mankind will be just as screwed up as when I first arrived.

Or the human species will be extinct.

I just joined this thread so looking through old posts.

[nonightowl]

Originally Posted by Crazy Hitch

Could this street lamp outside my bedroom be any brighter? At least it’s good for security

They use really bright lights along the walkway outside my bedroom in my building. I had to put dark curtains OVER the blinds because some of that light still slips in. I don't want that when trying to sleep. It looks like the sun is rising.

Originally Posted by Nammu

Why must things be so complicated? Why must thing change? I hate change.

I wonder this too. I also hate change and wonder why it takes so much more effort to do stuff than it used to. Going to two libraries yesterday (city and county branches) to pick up and return books seemed like a monumental task.

[nonightowl]

Wondering how some people can find what happened to the Titan submersible to be funny. Just when I think people can't sink any lower, they shock me by doing just that.

[Fuzzybear]

I agree Owl the cruelty and stupidity of some people saddens me.

[nonightowl]

Trivial compared to my last post, but why did Land O' Lakes have to stop making those flavored, buttery like spreads like Honey, Cinnamon Spice and Crazy Me Maple??? They were SO good. Companies always discontinue stuff I like. And they stopped making fat free calcium enriched milk too.

[hiddenaway]

Sometimes I wonder if there’s some miswiring in my brain.

[mote.of.soul]

I still have my stamp collection from when I was 10 years old. Might be sitting upon a great fortune by now! (Or not. Probably not.) I must utilise internet and find out.🤔

[hiddenaway]

I want to love on him in ways I have no words for.