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Default Jan 14, 2024 at 08:42 PM
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The slow sad one, not the fast one from the 80's.

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Default Jan 14, 2024 at 11:26 PM
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What is meant for me? Dear God, I thought he was the one. Why was it so wrong? Why wasn't love enough? All I ever wished was for someone to love me completely, and he did. But it was tragic in the end. Why torture me? Why take my sleep from me? Will I be alone forever?

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Default Jan 14, 2024 at 11:42 PM
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What is meant for me? Dear God, I thought he was the one. Why was it so wrong? Why wasn't love enough? All I ever wished was for someone to love me completely, and he did. But it was tragic in the end. Why torture me? Why take my sleep from me? Will I be alone forever?

I’m so sorry, I know what this feels like.
I wish there were words to make the bad feelings stop.
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Default Jan 14, 2024 at 11:45 PM
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I’m so sorry, I know what this feels like.
I wish there were words to make the bad feelings stop.
@OafFish thank you so much for your kind words of support. I wish these feelings would go away too, but I know it my heart it will just take time to heal, and right now time feels so slow.

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Default Jan 14, 2024 at 11:51 PM
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@OafFish thank you so much for your kind words of support. I wish these feelings would go away too, but I know it my heart it will just take time to heal, and right now time feels so slow.

I know it takes time, it can’t be rushed and shouldn’t be. There’s a hole that feels like it can be filled, but it has to heal naturally.
I’m sorry you’re going through this.
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I know it takes time, it can’t be rushed and shouldn’t be. There’s a hole that feels like it can be filled, but it has to heal naturally.
I’m sorry you’re going through this.
@OafFish I appreciate you for your kindness so much. It's nice to know I am not alone in my feelings and what I am going through. This is why I've always loved this forum so much - it's people like you.

But in all honesty, the more I talk about it, and write about it and the more I get it out of me it will help me heal more. The only comfort is that I may not understand why things are like this now, but it will make sense later down the road - which I am happy to look forward to.

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Default Jan 15, 2024 at 08:05 AM
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I COULD be a better human being.
No. I probably can't. I would be one by this this time.

I could never decipher the lessons needed and I've had more than my share of patient tutors along the way.

This is it jack. Mired in mediocrity minus motivation
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missing the wiring required to begin with.

I have to forgive myself.
I need to learn THAT much.
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I COULD be a better human being.
No. I probably can't. I would be one by this this time.

I could never decipher the lessons needed and I've had more than my share of patient tutors along the way.

This is it jack. Mired in mediocrity minus motivation
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missing the wiring required to begin with.

I have to forgive myself.
I need to learn THAT much.
Your already a wonderful human, mardhea, you dont need to change
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Default Jan 15, 2024 at 12:36 PM
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I have an apartment inspection today and I'm genuinely scared that it's a scam and that when I get home tonight, all of my stuff will be gone.

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Just realizing that all I worry about it really for nothing. I need to move on with my life and take care of myself.

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Default Jan 15, 2024 at 06:59 PM
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Almond milk has 50 calories per cup.
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If I hear the word caucus just one more time........

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Default Jan 15, 2024 at 08:03 PM
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I always play out arguments in my head that no one will ever hear
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Tired again, but can't think of sleep.

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I hate changing sheets. Even when my cat doesn't help I just hate it.

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Almost midnight here. Know I need to sleep.

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This tea is just too hot
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Going to try to sleep. Let's do this!

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