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Member Since Oct 2016
Location: Europe
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#1
Desperate, wish I could rewind to life before 30s. It is not a matter of solitude -i don't suffer that, i have friends- but mistakes i made that f****d up my life. Work related
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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Hungry. Couldn’t eat lunch because of my esophagus so I’m looking for soft food for supper. Hmmm 🤔 could do the fried rice. But overall I’m good.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 18,751
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#3
Well my optomotrist just rang to say my glasses have arrived. Yeeha I can't wait for work to be finished
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2022
Location: The House
Posts: 1,188
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Feeling discouraged...
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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My blood pressure is 139/86 right now and I have the chills. I am doing ok today. I'm just feeling kinda blah.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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These dog days of summer make me feel so sluggish and tired. Its like this breif period where I get summer SAD for a a couple weeks from late July until mid August.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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I'm very tired today, but I think my stomach is calming down. I drank coffee without an issue. Now its Powerade thats giving me trouble. I'm watching the olympics instead of the news.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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#9
In a very good mood, just things are going really well. Getting ready for the music festival so things are going good.
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Member
Member Since Oct 2016
Location: Europe
Posts: 416
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I have been a bad person and admitted it too late to myself. I've changed inside, even if i am still not a Saint
I wish a god could come to me and demand my life in exchange with my father's one. I wish I could be send to shadows brutally and give him and my mother their lives back. I would accept When I was young, i was so egoist that i wouldn't do it |
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
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Feeling very good and feeling great about life : )
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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I woke up at 4:30 and I took my meds and I didn't go back to sleep. Now I am so tired despite caffeine and excercising.
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ɘvlovƎ
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Location: Australia
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#13
Not looking forward to work tomorrow ... double Year 8's .... one year 8 class straight after another ... eek!
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#14
I thought I was having a heart attack earlier and it freaked me out and I had no idea what to do so I just ate some saltine crackers thinking it was heartburn and it did help. Although I still don't feel that great and my doctor did comment on my blood pressure today.
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#15
I took my cats to the vets. It was $542 for the both of them. That was actually less then I was expecting. They needed shots and ear medcine. I feel like crap again, but I'm just pushing through things.
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#16
I was feeling fine until my stomach crapped out on me for no apparent reason. Tums, Dramamine, Prilosec, and saltine crackers didn't work. I just took a Zofran and things are kinda manageable.
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I was doing bad and then ok. Then I had to go pickup groceries. I had my Mcdonalds boo bucket with me, but I was still miserable. But my fridge is full now at least.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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That Zofran is catching up to me. I've just been in the bathroom all afternoon and I got some Phlips but its not doing anything and I really don't want to go to the ER for a possible blockage. Plus nothing I'm eating is staying down so I'm a bit light headed as well right now. I'm trying just to manage things on my own. I had to go off my Prilosec for mental health reasons. I have a call into my doctor
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#19
I don't feel good. I wish I just felt normal for once instead of sick and tired all day.
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Creek Devil
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: New Zealand
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#20
Feeling very optimistic, more stable than ever, and bouncing back far better than in the past. This opens up possibilities for near future.
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